Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Color Quiz - Dont know if its true

- care of care. haha

Free personality analysis of Charissa.
Generated on Mon Sep 29 09:03:50 2008.

    Charissa's Existing Situation

      Imaginative and sensitive; seeking an outlet for these qualities--especially in the company of someone equally sensitive. Interest and enthusiasm are readily aroused by the unusual or the adventurous.

    Charissa's Stress Sources

      The existing situation is disagreeable. Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the rank and file. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others.

    Charissa's Restrained Characteristics

      Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

      Feels that things stand in her way, that circumstances are forcing her to compromise and forgo some pleasures for the time being.


    Charissa's Desired Objective

      Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in action. Activity is directed towards success or conquest and there is a desire to live life to the fullest.

    Charissa's Actual Problem

      Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for her personal accomplishments.

    Charissa's Actual Problem #2

      The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.

Monday, September 29, 2008

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somehow i can't imagine how i've reached this level of trust. where things can be understood without saying. and interpretations can be made with very little space for mistakes. where some questions can be left unasked. i hold the trust with a great value. i just can't get over the fact that trusting you is this scary. i just hope i'm not the only one.

weirdly, i hope that if you do, you sometimes get scared of this too.

Friday, September 26, 2008

it's supposed to be exciting.
everything's a whirl.
and i don't know what to accomplish first

Monday, September 15, 2008

...

I was able to sleep well last night.  A splitting headache due to sinusitis + Sinutab + Aching shoulders + Vi-gel helped a lot.  Slept from 930 PM - 7 AM.  If only life everyday is like that without the pain of course.

I can't help but remember parts of the weird dream I had.  Something about a little girl.  It was supposed to be scary but all I remember was that in my dream I was only semi-freaked and slept on...

Consciousness works in the weirdest possible ways.