just another day

what's there to write...

been a boring day...

woke up, tried fixing my clothes in the cabinet
set aside clothes for my taiwan trip
came down to the office at 3...

just in time to feel sad and lonely and crappy
whatever you may want to call it.
gawd, let me out of here.

now taiwan doesn't look exciting anymore...
there's a play to prepare for.
(which i worry about but right now i just want to push it out of my mind)
there's a song to sing
(wa-ter-me-lon time)
there's this tug-of-war between happy and sad about the date of my return.
(you go figure, or ask cathy, she knows)
but then again, there's this thing about it,
that behind all those freakazoid non-leadership skill filled rehearsals and practices and orientations
i will get to see a new land...
something experimental...

i just wish i get this heavy feeling out of me...
nothing's falling apart, mind you
it's weird. i think everything's fine...

i'm simply worried..
the trip, the rehearsals, my uncle, finding work, earning money, buying that freakin nice cam from the states...too many things...

on the other hand i should be happy...
i got the complete calvin and hobbes collection from my cuzin (uh-uh, no touch for you)

and i got new shoes...

now, tell me, why in the world am i moping?

You Are The Emperor

You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do. You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea. You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone. Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well. Your fortune: In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love. This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you. It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person. You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father.

What Tarot Card Are You?

keeping mouth and eyes shut

I think it's either I learn to shut up
Think before I talk (I seem to do less of that lately)
Or just try to cover my eyes
As not to see whatever it is I notice
Or not to express whatever it is I feel

if you're a friend, do help me in this effort.
agh.