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Lotsa thoughts
Few words.
Friend.
Bored.
Sleepy.
Tired.
Fly.
Alone.
Scary.
Fat.
Breakfast.
Happy.
Cat.
What?
Leaving tomorrow.
Thank God.
Bye.

• It's sweet to make new friends once in a while...

It was raining a while ago...not the kind of rain I love, though.Big large drops falling from the sky in a tentative manner - it was as if the sky was holding back its tears. I miss the type of rain that rages, those that bring with it a cold semi-dry breeze, those that make you want to stay under the rain...drenched and shivering with fever afterwards.

I am crazy, no?

home and bored.

Which File Extension are You?


Which OS are You?

I'm home. Things are back to normal - meaning goodbye 11 hours of sleep and another 11 hours of sleep. Hello to noisy house and disfunctional Manila. Hahaha. Never used an Apple OS before. Wala lang. Good day people.

as the clock strikes 12

As the clock strikes 12, they say a new day has already began. Even in the darkness, we have the guts to call the time of day, a new morning...

A hundred and fifty five days gone... but then again, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I believe there is a new morning for me. A wonderful one...

So, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I celebrate 2 lives...

Happy Birthday Ahia Freddie and Erika!

post post post

Went to my best friend's place a while ago.
Grabe miss ko na sha sobra.
Dami kwento. Hahaha
Cute cute na ng little cousin niya si Tamtam.
Bratty na din. =D
More of my face.
Baka kasi ma-miss niyo ako. Will be away for a few days.

So lookie here

emoting? Nah, she's just busy grooming her nails!Hehe


Eto posing na talaga!


Wala lang din... :)


Trying to take a picture of ourselves, putol tuloy!!!


Laughing at our next try..


This is definitely better...

Yun lang ulit.
Abuso sa pag-blog
Wheeee..

Sharing my Yesterday

Ultimately bored.
I suddenly deleted the one I made minutes ago
This is the second time.
You should be happy I'm still sharing it!!!
:p


Late for the wedding!!!


My ate, I wonder what she was thinking


Finally there! Grace and Cha! (both late! shame! Huhuhu) and there's Lorraine, the groom's sis!


What starts early, ends early.
The priest spoke like a firing machine gun. Grabe.


We went to the reception early to help out!
Grace, Me, and Valerie!


My escort, my lovable cousin, Patrick. :)


Family pic... [pretty rare these days.]


Can't get enough of ourselves. Oh such vanity!

And as if that's not enough...
Here's some after party vanity... :p
Shet, ang vain ko nah.






Enough enough enough for today.
Hehehe.. Too much of me is bad for the health.
My health.

update lang

Sem Break naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Yey!!! Wala lang. Ang saya naman kasi sem break na. hahaha Pero stressful parin.

Hmmm.. di ako nakapag-update. Saturday was my dad's 7th death anniversary. Grabe ang bilis talaga ng panahon. Naalala ko pa 7 years ago, exams ko sa Chinese, Thursday yun, tapos may last exam pa...I didn't get to take my last exam on time tapos binawasan pa ko 5 points kasi daw it's a school rule. Ibang klase talaga. 7 years ago na...bilis ng panahon. Oh well, at least nakakayanan ko na ulit kainin ang pancakes, hashbrown at OJ ng McDo na magkasama. Natrauma ako dati sa combination na yun eh. Ang labo talaga...

7 years (and 1 day later), my cousin got married. It's ironic how people celebrate and mourn all around the world. Minsan weird lang talaga ang feeling pag nagkakatugma yung mga dates...But from a sad event to a happy one, I'm hoping for more happy ones... Pero well, sabi nila, God is fair... (so kung naka BMW ang isang tao, may possibility na di sha gwapo hahaha jk)

Sabog na ko.. Wala lang.

Since wala naman masabi tungkol sa taong pitong taon nang nananahimik (though I always wonder what would happen if my dad was still alive) magkwekwento nalang ako about yesterday. Hahahah.. Ummm

well, i was late for the wedding so di ako nakamarch! Shet, kakahiya talaga yun sa cuzin ko tapos after non sa reception sobra nakakainis yung emcee kasi instead of doing his job of talking, he just sat down and ate. in the 4 songs that he "prepared", isa lang ang nabuo niya! Diyos ko, porket ba tumitigil ang minus1 na tape, titigil din sha sa pagkanta? oh my gosh...tsaka sabi niya "I hope you enjoy this song, how do you do??!"

ANO DAWWW??!??

wala lang. will be posting some pix later :)

ayun...

Pagtapos ng gabing ito...
Pagtapos nito,

ISA NA LANG!!!

Thank you Lord!

Masakit na ang ulo ko.

Penge nga Biogesic dyan.

it's just another normal day

Tonight, it feels like any normal night...

Meaning, tinatamad akong mag-aral.

I've been abnormal since Monday. But anyway, Philo orals is over!!! Yipeee! Finally, I can sleep without dreaming of Ferriols and Marcel and whoever philosopher talks about the wonders of MERON NGA! (naman o!) Lang ya talaga. Isipin mo 15 minutes of your life is 30% of your sem grade. shet..binawasan pa to 10 mins kanina. parang dun mo talaga magets na ang pamimilosopiya ay maiuuwi sa isang pagtaya!!! shet.

I/O finals tomorrow. COMPREHENSIVE din. saya saya. wala pa akong naaaral. Typical. Tapos aasa pa akong pwede mag perfect? hahahah pero ill try :) malay mo, fate's on my side this time at di ako antukin sa exam! Hehehe

Hmmm...Tapos theo, as usual, behind ako sa readings.

Tinatamad na ko. Bad. Bad. Bad.

Hay, saka na.

ho-hum

• 1 down, 4 to go! I have Expe, Philo Orals, I/O and Theo to take care of in the next few days..
• There's a dragonfly on my ceiling now.
• I had an allergy attack last night and I don't know what caused it!!! Argh.. I was itchy and red the whole evening.
• Shet, shet, shet, ilang oras nalang, exam nanaman. kakamatay.

=p

Technically, I've been in front of the computer since 8 this morning! Wheee.. Thanks to a few breaks courtesy of Ange, Dennis, Marie and Sarah (go team squidward!), I am still alive. Yipeee.. wala lang. Hehehe. My eyes hurt already..

Hope everything goes well for tomorrow. I wanna go to sleep now! zzzzz

Tonight's TOP Headlines.

Naluluha dahil sa Sipon! Tissue Naubos!
IO umabot ng 9 PM eksakto!
Philo study session Sa Shakey's, Nakababagabag!
Cog Psych Paper DUE tomorrow!
Team Squidward goes to Cubao!

--brought to you by the yours truly! :p

braindead

whee..

last day of philo lectures today. bigat nung synthesis ni sir. hahaha pero bilib tlaga ako sa philo prof ko na yun.

may breathing space ako tonight. wala masyado gagawin. bukas naman rush for cog tapos may I/O tapos philo study session pa. grabe tlga. kakabaliw.

cog paper due on friday. expe paper due on saturday. monday to friday comprehensive exams! shomai naman tlaga!!!

hmm..at least naredeem ko na sarili ko sa cog.i think. hahah yey, an A in my last long test..that got the D out of the picture thank GOd.! finals nalang..

sana sana sana..

nyt all. tulog na utak ko.

punuin nyo bagong tag board ko. haha

pagod.

may mga nagsasabi, ilunod ko nalang daw sa beer ang problema... meron ding mga nagsasabi, itulog ko nalang...meron pang mga nagsasabi, kalimutan mo nalang...

sana madali. kasama ko si kuya kanina. wala lang kain lang sa dencio's kwento kwento kasama isang kaibigan niya. parang namulat nanaman ako sa isang 'katotohanan' na nagsasabing ako daw talaga ang may kasalanan ng lahat. kung hindi ako napanganak, e di wala na, masaya na siguro sila. source lang kasi ako ng stress tsaka gastos eh, dba?

may magsasabing ito ang pagtakas ko sa realidad, pero pucha, kung ganito ang realidad na ginagalawan mo, gugustuhin mo ring tumalikod nalang at isiping sana wala ka dito o basta ganon. narito nga ako, nararamdaman ko naman ang simpleng pagkakahon sa akin ng buhay. wala naman akong angal sa mga limitasyon ng buhay pero minsan, kung lumalabas na ikaw na ang may kasalanan ng lahat, sadyang nakakapagod.

sabihin na nating hindi nga kasalanan, gawin na natin na ikaw ang pag-asa ng lahat, mas lalo pang mahirap. isang mali lang, wala na. parang gumuho na ang buong mundo. bakit nga hindi pa? pagod na ako. sabi nila hindi daw magbibigay ang Diyos ng bagay na di mo kakayanin - oo nga kaya nga siguro buhay pa ako ngayon, ang bigat ng pakiramdam at nakakapag-type pa sa blog ko. nabangga ang precious van ng nanay ko kanina, nakakatuwa kasi sa akin tumawag yung katulong namin at secretary kung ok lang ba daw siya... parang ako, namanhid na. but pa sila naging concerned, ako parang wala nang pake. matagal na ata akong sumuko.

minsan, sa ganitong panahon iisipin mo, may diyos ba talaga? pinag-tritripan nanaman ba ako? ewan ko ba. basta alam ko lang ngayon, ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. lahat nalang, kahit mga simpleng bagay ay ako ang may kasalanan. pasan ko ang responsibilidad na dapat naman ay hindi akin..ewan..basta dahil nagkamali na sila, di na pwede... kung wala ako, wala nang extra gastos at responsibilidad..simple.. ewan. sana di nalang ako pinanganak.

pagod na ko.

pagod na talaga. suko na

yadayada

because of sheer frustration, ive decided to de-activate my tagboard for a while. and out goes with it my nice layout coz i suddenly got sick of it. maybe tomorrow, ill change my mind again. this is really getting me irritated since the person impersonated three people that i met from different places. pathetic. and im affected. shet. mahina na talaga mental capacity ko. naiinis lang. hahaha di lang matanggal, made me doubt some of the people i know pa tuloy. to those people, soweeee.. i was just making sure. but its really beyond my comprehension na gagawin ng mga kakilala ko yun. ewan. mamaya na nga. crap. theo muna.

who was that?

Ok, 'fess up? Who's been messing with my tagboard using other people's names??!??

Grrrrr...

bad day. or whatever.

1st - the survey webbie isnt up yet and i can't behead my cousin. hehe
2nd - someone's been using somebody else's name to tag on my board...
3rd - la pang theo project. puyatan nanaman.
4th - can't vent out completely. dunno why
5th - the dear matched SN says she wants a break match! Puh-leez i have too much on my mind already.

harassment.

bwiset.

aahhh

theo deadline tomorrow.
ive done basically NOTHING yet.

philo final paper due on wednesday
havent even looked at the thesis statements

cog final project due on friday
survey isnt out yet (insaaaaannnnn)

expe lab final presentation on saturday
yipeee, no significance, bwiset.

and then hurrah, hell finals, here i come.

congratulations.
i really must be going crazy.

STRESSSSSSSSSSSS

meng xing le.

...xiang gen zhi ni yi bei zi
...shi wo xian zi ni zhi yang de nan zi
...tian liang le, wo hai shi bu shi ni de ni ren...

lines from a song by Faye Wong and Na Ying (Forgive the mis-pinyin. hehe)
yun yung song sa speakers ko now. wala lang.

dying of boredom and stress.
ironic.

Things to be happy about...

To psych myself...Wala lang.

Some things I should be happy about

1. 2nd 4.0 in Philo Quiz (thanks to my groupmates erwin and josh!)
2. 3.0 in my Philo paper (masaya na ko sa B. Mababaw akong tao)
3. magPapasko na... (teka, this might turn out to have opposite effects) ah basta magpapasko na.
4. magsesembreak na! yey! (yan, at least mas malapit haha)
5. descartes - i learned that doubting is certain hahaha

sorry philo freak ata ako ngayon. wheeee..

again, later.

grumble..

Well, what's there to say?
I ran out of words... (Oh my gosh, is this true?)
Yup (for the moment)
Really tired. Gotta get down to business.
I'm aiming to ace all remaining exams (Now, i'm laughing at myself)
It doesn't hurt to have goals.
I cant wait to hibernate in my cave! Wheeee 16 days to go! (sana matuloy)
Later.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

I have project deadlines for everyday next week and next next week! (finals week!) grrowl! I have finals in all subjects and guess what? Theyre ALL COMPREHENSIVE! WAahahahahahahahahahahah im about to go crazy.

wheee

new layout. hope u find it interesting. hehe.still has its bugs. somebody tell me how to get that blogger nav bar out of the way!!! :) i really got to brush up on html! hehehe wala lang. have a good night's sleep everyone. God bless.

hmmm...i wanna crawl into a cave and hibernate with the bears...

gnyt.