wala lang.parang ang bigat lang.got home this morning at 2 AM from the airport.got some sleep but then the day seemed to run by. im feeling particularly low,not knowing what to do. must be a neef for a sugar high, or something, i wouldn't know. im happy to be home, in a nice warm tropical country such as the philippines. haha it was freakin cold in korea you couldnt even move! and to think the tour brought us to amusement parks, open air markets and well most of the time we were stuck inside the bus for looooooooonnnngggg trips. no exag. hay naku... cant even vent.

christmas carols

You Are "Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer"

Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Had a very shiny nose. And if you ever saw him, You would even say it glows. For you, Christmas is a mix of tradition and fun. You're not above strapping on a red blinking nose for a laugh.

What Christmas Carol Are You?

There's a certain chill in the Christmas air that somehow signals the coming of the season. The wind suddenly gets stronger, breezier, cooling with its every passing. But then, sometimes, it stops or does it? December comes, people run about, buying gifts, getting harassed by the traffic, exasperated with signs that say "FULL PARKING", "NO RETURN NO EXCHANGE" and salesladies that say "OUT OF STOCK"...Christmas. Indeed, it is within our reach. Five days from now, millions of people around the world will be opening gifts from under the tree, a few other million would be happy celebrating with their loved ones, and a lot of millions would still be waiting for their hope on Christmas day...would miracles happen for them? We do not know.

I'll be away from my family this Christmas...well, partly away...and it's the first time too... to not spend Christmas with the whole family... even the immediate one. i should feel lucky to have the chance to go to korea (yes, the land of the telenovela and NO im not going there for them) but having to spend it away from my siblings and friends make it really weird. It's like something's missing. Maybe I'm just not used to it...or maybe it's plain wrong. Whatever, maybe I'm overthinking again...

Christmas...wish it works its miracles on me this year.

Merry Christmas all. Oh and dont think I'm sad...it's just that I'll miss ya all this year, not being here...(imagine, it's so uncivilized there, i might not even have decent roaming!!! argh) so there, maybe ill be more cheerful tomorrow...para maiba naman yung mood. hahhaha

moment girl

If you still haven't noticed it, I am not your moment girl.
I will not answer like a lap dog when you feel like calling me.
I will not worship the ground you walked on.
I will not believe everything you say.
I will not be affected by whatever you say.
I will not repeat what i've already said.
I will not be touched by random acts of pity. (or was that kindness?!)
I will not be degraded to becoming your servant.
I will not be what I was to you then.
I am not your moment girl.
Never.
Again.

uhh haikuS? haiNAkus? hehehe

The elastic band
Brittled through the passing time
Stretches, and then, snaps.

Sound of your music
Ringing like bells in my ears
Suddenly stops, dead.

"wo de ai ke neng jiu dao zhi li le"
(from one of those movies i hate hahah)

Nothing like a spat with my boss to energize what's left of my day. Been in AIESEC for about 3 freakin years now, and well, I don't really know why I stayed in the org (oh wrong) in that hell of a department. Next year, I'll probably resign. Im still thinking about it. I can't stand the MCs faces anymore. Parang ang sarap magpuke ng blood dahil sa kanila. Ugh. And they pressure us to be organized just because they aren't. Swear, I love Barney more than they.

I took a nap! Grabe I haven't taken such a wonderful nap since who knows WHEN?
I loved it! The time was right, around 2:30, the weather was perfect, cool and breezy and well, that was all I needed to doze off! Woke up at around 5! Feeling good! Wheee..now, all i need is that meal I've been waiting for since 1 PM! hahahah =D

I am Drama .. (haha)

You are Drama.
You are extroverted and like to show off, but can
be very subtle and intelligent when you want.
As an expert at story-telling, you love
attention and have developed the skill of
keeping it.
You get along well with Literature and Film.


What form of art are you?
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