wala lang.parang ang bigat lang.got home this morning at 2 AM from the airport.got some sleep but then the day seemed to run by. im feeling particularly low,not knowing what to do. must be a neef for a sugar high, or something, i wouldn't know. im happy to be home, in a nice warm tropical country such as the philippines. haha it was freakin cold in korea you couldnt even move! and to think the tour brought us to amusement parks, open air markets and well most of the time we were stuck inside the bus for looooooooonnnngggg trips. no exag. hay naku... cant even vent.
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
christmas carols
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You Are "Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer" |
Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Had a very shiny nose. And if you ever saw him, You would even say it glows. For you, Christmas is a mix of tradition and fun. You're not above strapping on a red blinking nose for a laugh. |
Monday, December 20, 2004
There's a certain chill in the Christmas air that somehow signals the coming of the season. The wind suddenly gets stronger, breezier, cooling with its every passing. But then, sometimes, it stops or does it? December comes, people run about, buying gifts, getting harassed by the traffic, exasperated with signs that say "FULL PARKING", "NO RETURN NO EXCHANGE" and salesladies that say "OUT OF STOCK"...Christmas. Indeed, it is within our reach. Five days from now, millions of people around the world will be opening gifts from under the tree, a few other million would be happy celebrating with their loved ones, and a lot of millions would still be waiting for their hope on Christmas day...would miracles happen for them? We do not know.
I'll be away from my family this Christmas...well, partly away...and it's the first time too... to not spend Christmas with the whole family... even the immediate one. i should feel lucky to have the chance to go to korea (yes, the land of the telenovela and NO im not going there for them) but having to spend it away from my siblings and friends make it really weird. It's like something's missing. Maybe I'm just not used to it...or maybe it's plain wrong. Whatever, maybe I'm overthinking again...
Christmas...wish it works its miracles on me this year.
Merry Christmas all. Oh and dont think I'm sad...it's just that I'll miss ya all this year, not being here...(imagine, it's so uncivilized there, i might not even have decent roaming!!! argh) so there, maybe ill be more cheerful tomorrow...para maiba naman yung mood. hahhaha
I'll be away from my family this Christmas...well, partly away...and it's the first time too... to not spend Christmas with the whole family... even the immediate one. i should feel lucky to have the chance to go to korea (yes, the land of the telenovela and NO im not going there for them) but having to spend it away from my siblings and friends make it really weird. It's like something's missing. Maybe I'm just not used to it...or maybe it's plain wrong. Whatever, maybe I'm overthinking again...
Christmas...wish it works its miracles on me this year.
Merry Christmas all. Oh and dont think I'm sad...it's just that I'll miss ya all this year, not being here...(imagine, it's so uncivilized there, i might not even have decent roaming!!! argh) so there, maybe ill be more cheerful tomorrow...para maiba naman yung mood. hahhaha
Monday, December 13, 2004
moment girl
If you still haven't noticed it, I am not your moment girl.
I will not answer like a lap dog when you feel like calling me.
I will not worship the ground you walked on.
I will not believe everything you say.
I will not be affected by whatever you say.
I will not repeat what i've already said.
I will not be touched by random acts of pity. (or was that kindness?!)
I will not be degraded to becoming your servant.
I will not be what I was to you then.
I am not your moment girl.
Never.
Again.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
uhh haikuS? haiNAkus? hehehe
The elastic band
Brittled through the passing time
Stretches, and then, snaps.
Sound of your music
Ringing like bells in my ears
Suddenly stops, dead.
"wo de ai ke neng jiu dao zhi li le"
(from one of those movies i hate hahah)
Brittled through the passing time
Stretches, and then, snaps.
Sound of your music
Ringing like bells in my ears
Suddenly stops, dead.
"wo de ai ke neng jiu dao zhi li le"
(from one of those movies i hate hahah)
Monday, December 06, 2004
Nothing like a spat with my boss to energize what's left of my day. Been in AIESEC for about 3 freakin years now, and well, I don't really know why I stayed in the org (oh wrong) in that hell of a department. Next year, I'll probably resign. Im still thinking about it. I can't stand the MCs faces anymore. Parang ang sarap magpuke ng blood dahil sa kanila. Ugh. And they pressure us to be organized just because they aren't. Swear, I love Barney more than they.
I took a nap! Grabe I haven't taken such a wonderful nap since who knows WHEN?
I loved it! The time was right, around 2:30, the weather was perfect, cool and breezy and well, that was all I needed to doze off! Woke up at around 5! Feeling good! Wheee..now, all i need is that meal I've been waiting for since 1 PM! hahahah =D
I loved it! The time was right, around 2:30, the weather was perfect, cool and breezy and well, that was all I needed to doze off! Woke up at around 5! Feeling good! Wheee..now, all i need is that meal I've been waiting for since 1 PM! hahahah =D
I am Drama .. (haha)
You are Drama.
You are extroverted and like to show off, but can
be very subtle and intelligent when you want.
As an expert at story-telling, you love
attention and have developed the skill of
keeping it.
You get along well with Literature and Film.
What form of art are you?
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Good evening world! hehe
I've snapped out of it! I'm awake finally! After 1 whole month of bumming and killing my grades, I feel that I've finally snapped out of it! Hell-o December! Welcome me, world! I am now, alive, again! Yeah, that's after flunking and not doing homework and realizing, I'm freaking wasting my life away. Thank you Philo teacher Cruz for giving a surprise quiz today. That did it! Hahaha
Hello sun! Hello moon! Hello stars!
I'm back!
Let's just hope I stay this way!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hello sun! Hello moon! Hello stars!
I'm back!
Let's just hope I stay this way!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
A Letter For One Who Cannot Read It Anymore...
The tree is up once again, still with its mismatched blinking lights and now tilted figure...Yes, daddy, the tree is up once again. I guess it'll be a disappointment for you to know that we don't set it up anymore...We have long given up on it...giving plenty of excuses. The maids do it for us now. They spruce up the tree and try to make the house look cheery and normal. I think the last time we set up a tree as a family was when you were still here with us. Do you remember getting mad on your last Christmas because we didn't want to set-up the tree? We claimed that it wasn't worth celebrating because of what's happening, but you insisted. Yeah, pa, I think that was the last time...
Times have changed, I realized. Or maybe, WE have changed.
Today's achi's birthday, she's thirty already, and single. It's a big deal for mommy of course, you would know that...But that's not what I wanted to talk to you about...Ahia and I went last minute shopping yesterday...Haha...just the way you always do it...We still remember how ma gets mad at you because she says you don't put much thought in your gift buying...I doubt it's true..
I'm guilty, pa...
'Cause unlike you, even if you're a last minute shopper, I know that you put thought and love and care in each gift that you pick for us. Even if it's the last minute, at least, you remember ALL THE OCCASIONS, ALL THE TIME...Yeah, I do feel guilty...
Because I forget the occasions and they just don't seem very important anymore. Yesterday, I was almost decided to get achi a plain birthday cake...My bad since I was thinking of such a common gift as if she's not special at all. It felt right to just go with a "bahala na" decision and I have a thousand excuses for it...I could say that I didn't have time or maybe I didn't have the money to get a decent gift or whatever...
But then somethin suddenly hit me--YOU. or rather one of your notes to ahia before. Ma was cleaning up the 2nd floor again, cursing you for your trash as always (never hers hehe) and suddenly, while going through old stuff, an old Rustan's card popped out wherein you wrote...
What has happened daddy? I am lost...
Times have changed, I realized. Or maybe, WE have changed.
Today's achi's birthday, she's thirty already, and single. It's a big deal for mommy of course, you would know that...But that's not what I wanted to talk to you about...Ahia and I went last minute shopping yesterday...Haha...just the way you always do it...We still remember how ma gets mad at you because she says you don't put much thought in your gift buying...I doubt it's true..
I'm guilty, pa...
'Cause unlike you, even if you're a last minute shopper, I know that you put thought and love and care in each gift that you pick for us. Even if it's the last minute, at least, you remember ALL THE OCCASIONS, ALL THE TIME...Yeah, I do feel guilty...
Because I forget the occasions and they just don't seem very important anymore. Yesterday, I was almost decided to get achi a plain birthday cake...My bad since I was thinking of such a common gift as if she's not special at all. It felt right to just go with a "bahala na" decision and I have a thousand excuses for it...I could say that I didn't have time or maybe I didn't have the money to get a decent gift or whatever...
But then somethin suddenly hit me--YOU. or rather one of your notes to ahia before. Ma was cleaning up the 2nd floor again, cursing you for your trash as always (never hers hehe) and suddenly, while going through old stuff, an old Rustan's card popped out wherein you wrote...
To my Son,
Happy Valentines Day.
Love from,
Papa
It hit dad, badly. It made me think of how we have changed since you've gone. It made me think of how somehow I've managed to degrade such precious things in our family before...Seven years ago, despite all the troubles and quirks, everything somehow was filled with spirit, now, I think we're just staying just for the sake of declaring that there is still a family...somewhere...
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
on clouds, walking and boredom
It is yet another one of those "unpredictable weather" days. I left home carrying an umbrella just in case it would rain. Stupid nimbus clouds (we were talking about clouds yesterday, talk about bored) hovering about, threatening one of those weird showers we've already had for days. As I got out of the station though, the sky was clear and it was sunny. Or should I say, hot?
Got a consolation though. Saw Jelyne for the first time in AGES! Wheee.. she was on her way to school just as I was. It was a refreshing experience to see a fellow powerpuff! (Dont ask if you dont understand) I miss her already. Reminds me of something. :)
Hmm...Now, after all that walking, I am now in the nice cold computer lab bumming minutes away till my partner arrives in the vicinity. Adele, walk faster!!! Heheheh kidding. Anyway, I'm bored as you can see. Enlighten me.
Got a consolation though. Saw Jelyne for the first time in AGES! Wheee.. she was on her way to school just as I was. It was a refreshing experience to see a fellow powerpuff! (Dont ask if you dont understand) I miss her already. Reminds me of something. :)
Hmm...Now, after all that walking, I am now in the nice cold computer lab bumming minutes away till my partner arrives in the vicinity. Adele, walk faster!!! Heheheh kidding. Anyway, I'm bored as you can see. Enlighten me.
Monday, November 08, 2004
Newspaper blues
I was told that I would find reading the newspaper frustrating...I never really believed it until now.
GMA on the Northrail Project
"There is nothing like a dream to create a future"
Let's hope it does not remain a dream..
GMA on the Fiscal Crisis 3 months AGO
"The Philippines is now in fiscal crisis..."
Sent everybody into a state of panic...
GMA on the Fiscal Crisis 3 months LATER
"We're now out of fiscal crisis."
Now, that's one of the fastest recoveries from a fiscal crisis, isn't it?
Her reason
"Just today, I got some coins from some children in Tiaong amounting to P700, I asked my finance officer to write a receipt and thank you letter for their contribution in solving the crisis. If that is our attitude, then we are out of crisis."
And now, the government is starting to get money from "SOME CHILDREN". Shame.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
in 2 weeks.
Time flies.
In the two weeks of sem break...
In the two weeks of sem break...
- I've been to baguio and cebu, the cemetery and other places.
- The advent of the 24/7 Sun Cellular Prepaid Sim Card is the newest craze in town. Everyone seems to be switching to sun or getting a new number. Talk about fads!
- I rode a plane on my own for the first time. It was scary but I was lucky to get window seats both ways!
- Turbulence is nothing for Filipinos used to riding a jeepney
- In planes, they don't call barf bags as it is, they're labeled "for motion discomfort!" hehe
- I've raved and ranted about the same thing to Nikki. (And i will still rant and rave until the end of time. haha)
- There were days that i slept for 10-12 hours. Oink.
- I've gotten fat. Diet coming up.
- I met new friends.
- I learned that traffic in cebu is worse than manila's.
- Taco Bell at Araneta already opened. Tried it today. Food was good.
- Gateway Mall's cinemas will feature La-Z-Boy Seats!!! I wonder how much they will cost?
- November entered and it's countdown to Christmas.
- Hay, pasukan nanaman. Buhay estudyante!
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
---
Lotsa thoughts
Few words.
Friend.
Bored.
Sleepy.
Tired.
Fly.
Alone.
Scary.
Fat.
Breakfast.
Happy.
Cat.
What?
Leaving tomorrow.
Thank God.
Bye.
Few words.
Friend.
Bored.
Sleepy.
Tired.
Fly.
Alone.
Scary.
Fat.
Breakfast.
Happy.
Cat.
What?
Leaving tomorrow.
Thank God.
Bye.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
It was raining a while ago...not the kind of rain I love, though.Big large drops falling from the sky in a tentative manner - it was as if the sky was holding back its tears. I miss the type of rain that rages, those that bring with it a cold semi-dry breeze, those that make you want to stay under the rain...drenched and shivering with fever afterwards.
I am crazy, no?
I am crazy, no?
Friday, October 22, 2004
home and bored.
I'm home. Things are back to normal - meaning goodbye 11 hours of sleep and another 11 hours of sleep. Hello to noisy house and disfunctional Manila. Hahaha. Never used an Apple OS before. Wala lang. Good day people.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
as the clock strikes 12
As the clock strikes 12, they say a new day has already began. Even in the darkness, we have the guts to call the time of day, a new morning...
A hundred and fifty five days gone... but then again, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I believe there is a new morning for me. A wonderful one...
So, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I celebrate 2 lives...
Happy Birthday Ahia Freddie and Erika!
A hundred and fifty five days gone... but then again, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I believe there is a new morning for me. A wonderful one...
So, as the clock strikes 12 tonight, I celebrate 2 lives...
Happy Birthday Ahia Freddie and Erika!
Monday, October 18, 2004
post post post
Went to my best friend's place a while ago.
Grabe miss ko na sha sobra.
Dami kwento. Hahaha
Cute cute na ng little cousin niya si Tamtam.
Bratty na din. =D
More of my face.
Baka kasi ma-miss niyo ako. Will be away for a few days.
So lookie here
emoting? Nah, she's just busy grooming her nails!Hehe
Eto posing na talaga!
Wala lang din... :)
Trying to take a picture of ourselves, putol tuloy!!!
Laughing at our next try..
This is definitely better...
Yun lang ulit.
Abuso sa pag-blog
Wheeee..
Grabe miss ko na sha sobra.
Dami kwento. Hahaha
Cute cute na ng little cousin niya si Tamtam.
Bratty na din. =D
More of my face.
Baka kasi ma-miss niyo ako. Will be away for a few days.
So lookie here
emoting? Nah, she's just busy grooming her nails!Hehe
Eto posing na talaga!
Wala lang din... :)
Trying to take a picture of ourselves, putol tuloy!!!
Laughing at our next try..
This is definitely better...
Yun lang ulit.
Abuso sa pag-blog
Wheeee..
Sharing my Yesterday
Ultimately bored.
I suddenly deleted the one I made minutes ago
This is the second time.
You should be happy I'm still sharing it!!!
:p
Late for the wedding!!!
My ate, I wonder what she was thinking
Finally there! Grace and Cha! (both late! shame! Huhuhu) and there's Lorraine, the groom's sis!
What starts early, ends early.
The priest spoke like a firing machine gun. Grabe.
We went to the reception early to help out!
Grace, Me, and Valerie!
My escort, my lovable cousin, Patrick. :)
Family pic... [pretty rare these days.]
Can't get enough of ourselves. Oh such vanity!
And as if that's not enough...
Here's some after party vanity... :p
Shet, ang vain ko nah.
Enough enough enough for today.
Hehehe.. Too much of me is bad for the health.
My health.
I suddenly deleted the one I made minutes ago
This is the second time.
You should be happy I'm still sharing it!!!
:p
Late for the wedding!!!
My ate, I wonder what she was thinking
Finally there! Grace and Cha! (both late! shame! Huhuhu) and there's Lorraine, the groom's sis!
What starts early, ends early.
The priest spoke like a firing machine gun. Grabe.
We went to the reception early to help out!
Grace, Me, and Valerie!
My escort, my lovable cousin, Patrick. :)
Family pic... [pretty rare these days.]
Can't get enough of ourselves. Oh such vanity!
And as if that's not enough...
Here's some after party vanity... :p
Shet, ang vain ko nah.
Enough enough enough for today.
Hehehe.. Too much of me is bad for the health.
My health.
update lang
Sem Break naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Yey!!! Wala lang. Ang saya naman kasi sem break na. hahaha Pero stressful parin.
Hmmm.. di ako nakapag-update. Saturday was my dad's 7th death anniversary. Grabe ang bilis talaga ng panahon. Naalala ko pa 7 years ago, exams ko sa Chinese, Thursday yun, tapos may last exam pa...I didn't get to take my last exam on time tapos binawasan pa ko 5 points kasi daw it's a school rule. Ibang klase talaga. 7 years ago na...bilis ng panahon. Oh well, at least nakakayanan ko na ulit kainin ang pancakes, hashbrown at OJ ng McDo na magkasama. Natrauma ako dati sa combination na yun eh. Ang labo talaga...
7 years (and 1 day later), my cousin got married. It's ironic how people celebrate and mourn all around the world. Minsan weird lang talaga ang feeling pag nagkakatugma yung mga dates...But from a sad event to a happy one, I'm hoping for more happy ones... Pero well, sabi nila, God is fair... (so kung naka BMW ang isang tao, may possibility na di sha gwapo hahaha jk)
Sabog na ko.. Wala lang.
Since wala naman masabi tungkol sa taong pitong taon nang nananahimik (though I always wonder what would happen if my dad was still alive) magkwekwento nalang ako about yesterday. Hahahah.. Ummm
well, i was late for the wedding so di ako nakamarch! Shet, kakahiya talaga yun sa cuzin ko tapos after non sa reception sobra nakakainis yung emcee kasi instead of doing his job of talking, he just sat down and ate. in the 4 songs that he "prepared", isa lang ang nabuo niya! Diyos ko, porket ba tumitigil ang minus1 na tape, titigil din sha sa pagkanta? oh my gosh...tsaka sabi niya "I hope you enjoy this song, how do you do??!"
ANO DAWWW??!??
wala lang. will be posting some pix later :)
Yey!!! Wala lang. Ang saya naman kasi sem break na. hahaha Pero stressful parin.
Hmmm.. di ako nakapag-update. Saturday was my dad's 7th death anniversary. Grabe ang bilis talaga ng panahon. Naalala ko pa 7 years ago, exams ko sa Chinese, Thursday yun, tapos may last exam pa...I didn't get to take my last exam on time tapos binawasan pa ko 5 points kasi daw it's a school rule. Ibang klase talaga. 7 years ago na...bilis ng panahon. Oh well, at least nakakayanan ko na ulit kainin ang pancakes, hashbrown at OJ ng McDo na magkasama. Natrauma ako dati sa combination na yun eh. Ang labo talaga...
7 years (and 1 day later), my cousin got married. It's ironic how people celebrate and mourn all around the world. Minsan weird lang talaga ang feeling pag nagkakatugma yung mga dates...But from a sad event to a happy one, I'm hoping for more happy ones... Pero well, sabi nila, God is fair... (so kung naka BMW ang isang tao, may possibility na di sha gwapo hahaha jk)
Sabog na ko.. Wala lang.
Since wala naman masabi tungkol sa taong pitong taon nang nananahimik (though I always wonder what would happen if my dad was still alive) magkwekwento nalang ako about yesterday. Hahahah.. Ummm
well, i was late for the wedding so di ako nakamarch! Shet, kakahiya talaga yun sa cuzin ko tapos after non sa reception sobra nakakainis yung emcee kasi instead of doing his job of talking, he just sat down and ate. in the 4 songs that he "prepared", isa lang ang nabuo niya! Diyos ko, porket ba tumitigil ang minus1 na tape, titigil din sha sa pagkanta? oh my gosh...tsaka sabi niya "I hope you enjoy this song, how do you do??!"
ANO DAWWW??!??
wala lang. will be posting some pix later :)
Thursday, October 14, 2004
ayun...
Pagtapos ng gabing ito...
Pagtapos nito,
ISA NA LANG!!!
Thank you Lord!
Masakit na ang ulo ko.
Penge nga Biogesic dyan.
Pagtapos nito,
ISA NA LANG!!!
Thank you Lord!
Masakit na ang ulo ko.
Penge nga Biogesic dyan.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
it's just another normal day
Tonight, it feels like any normal night...
Meaning, tinatamad akong mag-aral.
I've been abnormal since Monday. But anyway, Philo orals is over!!! Yipeee! Finally, I can sleep without dreaming of Ferriols and Marcel and whoever philosopher talks about the wonders of MERON NGA! (naman o!) Lang ya talaga. Isipin mo 15 minutes of your life is 30% of your sem grade. shet..binawasan pa to 10 mins kanina. parang dun mo talaga magets na ang pamimilosopiya ay maiuuwi sa isang pagtaya!!! shet.
I/O finals tomorrow. COMPREHENSIVE din. saya saya. wala pa akong naaaral. Typical. Tapos aasa pa akong pwede mag perfect? hahahah pero ill try :) malay mo, fate's on my side this time at di ako antukin sa exam! Hehehe
Hmmm...Tapos theo, as usual, behind ako sa readings.
Tinatamad na ko. Bad. Bad. Bad.
Hay, saka na.
Meaning, tinatamad akong mag-aral.
I've been abnormal since Monday. But anyway, Philo orals is over!!! Yipeee! Finally, I can sleep without dreaming of Ferriols and Marcel and whoever philosopher talks about the wonders of MERON NGA! (naman o!) Lang ya talaga. Isipin mo 15 minutes of your life is 30% of your sem grade. shet..binawasan pa to 10 mins kanina. parang dun mo talaga magets na ang pamimilosopiya ay maiuuwi sa isang pagtaya!!! shet.
I/O finals tomorrow. COMPREHENSIVE din. saya saya. wala pa akong naaaral. Typical. Tapos aasa pa akong pwede mag perfect? hahahah pero ill try :) malay mo, fate's on my side this time at di ako antukin sa exam! Hehehe
Hmmm...Tapos theo, as usual, behind ako sa readings.
Tinatamad na ko. Bad. Bad. Bad.
Hay, saka na.
Monday, October 11, 2004
ho-hum
- 1 down, 4 to go! I have Expe, Philo Orals, I/O and Theo to take care of in the next few days..
- There's a dragonfly on my ceiling now.
- I had an allergy attack last night and I don't know what caused it!!! Argh.. I was itchy and red the whole evening.
- Shet, shet, shet, ilang oras nalang, exam nanaman. kakamatay.
Friday, October 08, 2004
=p
Technically, I've been in front of the computer since 8 this morning! Wheee.. Thanks to a few breaks courtesy of Ange, Dennis, Marie and Sarah (go team squidward!), I am still alive. Yipeee.. wala lang. Hehehe. My eyes hurt already..
Hope everything goes well for tomorrow. I wanna go to sleep now! zzzzz
Hope everything goes well for tomorrow. I wanna go to sleep now! zzzzz
Tonight's TOP Headlines.
Naluluha dahil sa Sipon! Tissue Naubos!
IO umabot ng 9 PM eksakto!
Philo study session Sa Shakey's, Nakababagabag!
Cog Psych Paper DUE tomorrow!
Team Squidward goes to Cubao!
--brought to you by the yours truly! :p
IO umabot ng 9 PM eksakto!
Philo study session Sa Shakey's, Nakababagabag!
Cog Psych Paper DUE tomorrow!
Team Squidward goes to Cubao!
--brought to you by the yours truly! :p
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
braindead
whee..
last day of philo lectures today. bigat nung synthesis ni sir. hahaha pero bilib tlaga ako sa philo prof ko na yun.
may breathing space ako tonight. wala masyado gagawin. bukas naman rush for cog tapos may I/O tapos philo study session pa. grabe tlga. kakabaliw.
cog paper due on friday. expe paper due on saturday. monday to friday comprehensive exams! shomai naman tlaga!!!
hmm..at least naredeem ko na sarili ko sa cog.i think. hahah yey, an A in my last long test..that got the D out of the picture thank GOd.! finals nalang..
sana sana sana..
nyt all. tulog na utak ko.
punuin nyo bagong tag board ko. haha
last day of philo lectures today. bigat nung synthesis ni sir. hahaha pero bilib tlaga ako sa philo prof ko na yun.
may breathing space ako tonight. wala masyado gagawin. bukas naman rush for cog tapos may I/O tapos philo study session pa. grabe tlga. kakabaliw.
cog paper due on friday. expe paper due on saturday. monday to friday comprehensive exams! shomai naman tlaga!!!
hmm..at least naredeem ko na sarili ko sa cog.i think. hahah yey, an A in my last long test..that got the D out of the picture thank GOd.! finals nalang..
sana sana sana..
nyt all. tulog na utak ko.
punuin nyo bagong tag board ko. haha
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
pagod.
may mga nagsasabi, ilunod ko nalang daw sa beer ang problema... meron ding mga nagsasabi, itulog ko nalang...meron pang mga nagsasabi, kalimutan mo nalang...
sana madali. kasama ko si kuya kanina. wala lang kain lang sa dencio's kwento kwento kasama isang kaibigan niya. parang namulat nanaman ako sa isang 'katotohanan' na nagsasabing ako daw talaga ang may kasalanan ng lahat. kung hindi ako napanganak, e di wala na, masaya na siguro sila. source lang kasi ako ng stress tsaka gastos eh, dba?
may magsasabing ito ang pagtakas ko sa realidad, pero pucha, kung ganito ang realidad na ginagalawan mo, gugustuhin mo ring tumalikod nalang at isiping sana wala ka dito o basta ganon. narito nga ako, nararamdaman ko naman ang simpleng pagkakahon sa akin ng buhay. wala naman akong angal sa mga limitasyon ng buhay pero minsan, kung lumalabas na ikaw na ang may kasalanan ng lahat, sadyang nakakapagod.
sabihin na nating hindi nga kasalanan, gawin na natin na ikaw ang pag-asa ng lahat, mas lalo pang mahirap. isang mali lang, wala na. parang gumuho na ang buong mundo. bakit nga hindi pa? pagod na ako. sabi nila hindi daw magbibigay ang Diyos ng bagay na di mo kakayanin - oo nga kaya nga siguro buhay pa ako ngayon, ang bigat ng pakiramdam at nakakapag-type pa sa blog ko. nabangga ang precious van ng nanay ko kanina, nakakatuwa kasi sa akin tumawag yung katulong namin at secretary kung ok lang ba daw siya... parang ako, namanhid na. but pa sila naging concerned, ako parang wala nang pake. matagal na ata akong sumuko.
minsan, sa ganitong panahon iisipin mo, may diyos ba talaga? pinag-tritripan nanaman ba ako? ewan ko ba. basta alam ko lang ngayon, ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. lahat nalang, kahit mga simpleng bagay ay ako ang may kasalanan. pasan ko ang responsibilidad na dapat naman ay hindi akin..ewan..basta dahil nagkamali na sila, di na pwede... kung wala ako, wala nang extra gastos at responsibilidad..simple.. ewan. sana di nalang ako pinanganak.
pagod na ko.
sana madali. kasama ko si kuya kanina. wala lang kain lang sa dencio's kwento kwento kasama isang kaibigan niya. parang namulat nanaman ako sa isang 'katotohanan' na nagsasabing ako daw talaga ang may kasalanan ng lahat. kung hindi ako napanganak, e di wala na, masaya na siguro sila. source lang kasi ako ng stress tsaka gastos eh, dba?
may magsasabing ito ang pagtakas ko sa realidad, pero pucha, kung ganito ang realidad na ginagalawan mo, gugustuhin mo ring tumalikod nalang at isiping sana wala ka dito o basta ganon. narito nga ako, nararamdaman ko naman ang simpleng pagkakahon sa akin ng buhay. wala naman akong angal sa mga limitasyon ng buhay pero minsan, kung lumalabas na ikaw na ang may kasalanan ng lahat, sadyang nakakapagod.
sabihin na nating hindi nga kasalanan, gawin na natin na ikaw ang pag-asa ng lahat, mas lalo pang mahirap. isang mali lang, wala na. parang gumuho na ang buong mundo. bakit nga hindi pa? pagod na ako. sabi nila hindi daw magbibigay ang Diyos ng bagay na di mo kakayanin - oo nga kaya nga siguro buhay pa ako ngayon, ang bigat ng pakiramdam at nakakapag-type pa sa blog ko. nabangga ang precious van ng nanay ko kanina, nakakatuwa kasi sa akin tumawag yung katulong namin at secretary kung ok lang ba daw siya... parang ako, namanhid na. but pa sila naging concerned, ako parang wala nang pake. matagal na ata akong sumuko.
minsan, sa ganitong panahon iisipin mo, may diyos ba talaga? pinag-tritripan nanaman ba ako? ewan ko ba. basta alam ko lang ngayon, ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. lahat nalang, kahit mga simpleng bagay ay ako ang may kasalanan. pasan ko ang responsibilidad na dapat naman ay hindi akin..ewan..basta dahil nagkamali na sila, di na pwede... kung wala ako, wala nang extra gastos at responsibilidad..simple.. ewan. sana di nalang ako pinanganak.
pagod na ko.
Monday, October 04, 2004
yadayada
because of sheer frustration, ive decided to de-activate my tagboard for a while. and out goes with it my nice layout coz i suddenly got sick of it. maybe tomorrow, ill change my mind again. this is really getting me irritated since the person impersonated three people that i met from different places. pathetic. and im affected. shet. mahina na talaga mental capacity ko. naiinis lang. hahaha di lang matanggal, made me doubt some of the people i know pa tuloy. to those people, soweeee.. i was just making sure. but its really beyond my comprehension na gagawin ng mga kakilala ko yun. ewan. mamaya na nga. crap. theo muna.
who was that?
Ok, 'fess up? Who's been messing with my tagboard using other people's names??!??
Grrrrr...
bad day. or whatever.
1st - the survey webbie isnt up yet and i can't behead my cousin. hehe
2nd - someone's been using somebody else's name to tag on my board...
3rd - la pang theo project. puyatan nanaman.
4th - can't vent out completely. dunno why
5th - the dear matched SN says she wants a break match! Puh-leez i have too much on my mind already.
harassment.
bwiset.
Grrrrr...
bad day. or whatever.
1st - the survey webbie isnt up yet and i can't behead my cousin. hehe
2nd - someone's been using somebody else's name to tag on my board...
3rd - la pang theo project. puyatan nanaman.
4th - can't vent out completely. dunno why
5th - the dear matched SN says she wants a break match! Puh-leez i have too much on my mind already.
harassment.
bwiset.
aahhh
theo deadline tomorrow.
ive done basically NOTHING yet.
philo final paper due on wednesday
havent even looked at the thesis statements
cog final project due on friday
survey isnt out yet (insaaaaannnnn)
expe lab final presentation on saturday
yipeee, no significance, bwiset.
and then hurrah, hell finals, here i come.
congratulations.
i really must be going crazy.
STRESSSSSSSSSSSS
ive done basically NOTHING yet.
philo final paper due on wednesday
havent even looked at the thesis statements
cog final project due on friday
survey isnt out yet (insaaaaannnnn)
expe lab final presentation on saturday
yipeee, no significance, bwiset.
and then hurrah, hell finals, here i come.
congratulations.
i really must be going crazy.
STRESSSSSSSSSSSS
Saturday, October 02, 2004
meng xing le.
...xiang gen zhi ni yi bei zi
...shi wo xian zi ni zhi yang de nan zi
...tian liang le, wo hai shi bu shi ni de ni ren...
lines from a song by Faye Wong and Na Ying (Forgive the mis-pinyin. hehe)
yun yung song sa speakers ko now. wala lang.
dying of boredom and stress.
ironic.
...shi wo xian zi ni zhi yang de nan zi
...tian liang le, wo hai shi bu shi ni de ni ren...
lines from a song by Faye Wong and Na Ying (Forgive the mis-pinyin. hehe)
yun yung song sa speakers ko now. wala lang.
dying of boredom and stress.
ironic.
Things to be happy about...
To psych myself...Wala lang.
Some things I should be happy about
Some things I should be happy about
- 2nd 4.0 in Philo Quiz (thanks to my groupmates erwin and josh!)
- 3.0 in my Philo paper (masaya na ko sa B. Mababaw akong tao)
- magPapasko na... (teka, this might turn out to have opposite effects) ah basta magpapasko na.
- magsesembreak na! yey! (yan, at least mas malapit haha)
- descartes - i learned that doubting is certain hahaha
sorry philo freak ata ako ngayon. wheeee..
again, later.
grumble..
Well, what's there to say?
I ran out of words... (Oh my gosh, is this true?)
Yup (for the moment)
Really tired. Gotta get down to business.
I'm aiming to ace all remaining exams (Now, i'm laughing at myself)
It doesn't hurt to have goals.
I cant wait to hibernate in my cave! Wheeee 16 days to go! (sana matuloy)
Later.
I ran out of words... (Oh my gosh, is this true?)
Yup (for the moment)
Really tired. Gotta get down to business.
I'm aiming to ace all remaining exams (Now, i'm laughing at myself)
It doesn't hurt to have goals.
I cant wait to hibernate in my cave! Wheeee 16 days to go! (sana matuloy)
Later.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
I have project deadlines for everyday next week and next next week! (finals week!) grrowl! I have finals in all subjects and guess what? Theyre ALL COMPREHENSIVE! WAahahahahahahahahahahah im about to go crazy.
Friday, October 01, 2004
wheee
new layout. hope u find it interesting. hehe.still has its bugs. somebody tell me how to get that blogger nav bar out of the way!!! :) i really got to brush up on html! hehehe wala lang. have a good night's sleep everyone. God bless.
hmmm...i wanna crawl into a cave and hibernate with the bears...
gnyt.
hmmm...i wanna crawl into a cave and hibernate with the bears...
gnyt.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
ah...
As I contemplate on what editing to do to get the papers right, Im starting to think whether all of this makes sense or not. I'm sure to my mom, it does... I have in my hard drive the papers that will formally separate my mother and my brother... Ang labo, why does it have to be this way?
But, I guess that's already a long accepted fact. Though my mom may deny it, I think I've been spending more time with her than usual - isama mo na na pareho kami ng kwarto at lahat lahat...and well, I really don't know what to feel. To some, it would seem great, right? So, how come to me, it's really becoming a task. Ewan ko ba, nakakapagod lang...or siguro to put it in a much simpler manner, nakakapagod lang lahat...
Everyday, I hear my mom rant the same things over and over again. Brainwashing maybe.Hay.
Iniisip ko lang kasi, palagi niyang sinasabi na she wants to just get my brother out of her life. Wala daw siyang anak na lalaki. Namatay na daw and so on...Pero, hindi ba, kahit ang patay na, hindi naman natin nalilimutan? Saan kaya siya mag-uumpisa? Sa pagbura ng number ng kuya ko sa cellphone niya? O sa pagsunog ng lahat ng cards o regalo na nabigay sa kanya noon? Kahit naman kasi anong mangyari, hindi naman niya malilimutan, ever... 27 years and running din... Bakit pa kasi ganito? I guess, maybe, one thing she should do is let go... not forget.
Haha, daling sabihin. But nothing's impossible.
But, I guess that's already a long accepted fact. Though my mom may deny it, I think I've been spending more time with her than usual - isama mo na na pareho kami ng kwarto at lahat lahat...and well, I really don't know what to feel. To some, it would seem great, right? So, how come to me, it's really becoming a task. Ewan ko ba, nakakapagod lang...or siguro to put it in a much simpler manner, nakakapagod lang lahat...
Everyday, I hear my mom rant the same things over and over again. Brainwashing maybe.Hay.
Iniisip ko lang kasi, palagi niyang sinasabi na she wants to just get my brother out of her life. Wala daw siyang anak na lalaki. Namatay na daw and so on...Pero, hindi ba, kahit ang patay na, hindi naman natin nalilimutan? Saan kaya siya mag-uumpisa? Sa pagbura ng number ng kuya ko sa cellphone niya? O sa pagsunog ng lahat ng cards o regalo na nabigay sa kanya noon? Kahit naman kasi anong mangyari, hindi naman niya malilimutan, ever... 27 years and running din... Bakit pa kasi ganito? I guess, maybe, one thing she should do is let go... not forget.
Haha, daling sabihin. But nothing's impossible.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
boo.
The girl beside me smells strongly of the old Impulse cologne. Even through my cold, i could smell her. The scent of a cologne from the past brings back memories of simple days that are never to come back.
Cut the crap, you may say. yeah, Im about to stop in a little while anyway. Life gets more complicated as the days pass by... shet, masamang maging feeling old. now, i know why peter pan wants to be a kid forever..d rin nman pwede...hay..the temptation of never never land..
School is gonna be tough until the end of finals week but i have to be grateful coz the projects are the things that're gonna keep me going till the week of October 18. After that, I wanna go to baguio alone and hibernate for the rest of my sem break. hehhe
Hay, wala lang. Im beginning to hate this layout so expect something else soon. =) I wonder how everybody is..
Im harassed. but well, such is life. Might as well live it.
Cut the crap, you may say. yeah, Im about to stop in a little while anyway. Life gets more complicated as the days pass by... shet, masamang maging feeling old. now, i know why peter pan wants to be a kid forever..d rin nman pwede...hay..the temptation of never never land..
School is gonna be tough until the end of finals week but i have to be grateful coz the projects are the things that're gonna keep me going till the week of October 18. After that, I wanna go to baguio alone and hibernate for the rest of my sem break. hehhe
Hay, wala lang. Im beginning to hate this layout so expect something else soon. =) I wonder how everybody is..
Im harassed. but well, such is life. Might as well live it.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Friday, September 24, 2004
record breaker
Nabreak ko ang puyatan record ko kagabi! Grabe. Before, my latest time to give up on a project was around 4 AM! Kanina it was 5 AM! Wheeee... The weird thing is, while I was doing what i was doing, i wasn't even tired. But when i got to bed, di na ko nakabangon! My mom and brother had to wake me up around thrice before i could get out of bed! Hehehehe. Wala lang. Hmmm, im craving for pancakes now... I wonder if I should go to McDonald's to get some.. Yum... hay. pero nagtitipid ako. I just want something sweet in my mouth actually.Hmmm, chocolate perhaps. :)
1st day of experiments namin, sana maging maayos lahat! Wheee... Oh well, later!
1st day of experiments namin, sana maging maayos lahat! Wheee... Oh well, later!
Bagong Degree Koh. hehe
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Blogging Degree
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=p
ano ba to gising na gising ako. there's a stupid fly flying about the office where i am! whoever heard of flies at 2:30 in the morning!?!??
i swear, blogs? ARE AMAZING. they communicate so many things. it can be used to kill people, rejuvinate people, uhhhh make people hungry (blogs on recipes! hehe), talk to people, talk to animals, stalk people, miss people, basta they're amazing! Kakatakot lang mamaya, some people use it to track people! OH NOOOO!!! hay sa bawat good thing, may bad! The world is FAIR! hahaha
Back to Pagmemeron! Go Father Ferriols! Mabuhay. Hehehe
i swear, blogs? ARE AMAZING. they communicate so many things. it can be used to kill people, rejuvinate people, uhhhh make people hungry (blogs on recipes! hehe), talk to people, talk to animals, stalk people, miss people, basta they're amazing! Kakatakot lang mamaya, some people use it to track people! OH NOOOO!!! hay sa bawat good thing, may bad! The world is FAIR! hahaha
Back to Pagmemeron! Go Father Ferriols! Mabuhay. Hehehe
la lang
wala, wala lang ganang gumalaw. pagod na pagod na siguro. galing galin 1:18 na gising na gising pa ako. mukhang no sleep kami ng group tonight! Saya. pero weird kasi fulfilling di matulog ngayon. haha
i brought Beer home tonight! (ano nanaman iniisip niyo?)
Yup, yung stuffed dog ni Katie. Hahaha he's so cute. Kakatuwa.. wala lang, i feel like a kid lately. SHet, early second childhood ata toh.
Share lang, gumawa ako ng written draft ng philo paper ko for tomorrow. mga 3 years na ko di gumawa ng written draft. ang sayang accomplishment. sanan i get high on this one! :)
im spaced. marami dapat matype pero im going back to expe and philo first.
gnyt y'all
i brought Beer home tonight! (ano nanaman iniisip niyo?)
Yup, yung stuffed dog ni Katie. Hahaha he's so cute. Kakatuwa.. wala lang, i feel like a kid lately. SHet, early second childhood ata toh.
Share lang, gumawa ako ng written draft ng philo paper ko for tomorrow. mga 3 years na ko di gumawa ng written draft. ang sayang accomplishment. sanan i get high on this one! :)
im spaced. marami dapat matype pero im going back to expe and philo first.
gnyt y'all
Thursday, September 23, 2004
wala wala WALA nga
The clock's about to strike one, and I didnt' even notice. I guess that's just the way it goes when your hand's doing one thing, your eyes another and your mind still another. The value of multi-tasking indeed.
Honestly, I don't really feel up to this day. But then again, why shouldn't I be? In a few hours, the sun will shine (and the freakin rain will pour again, yes!), what's the point? Haha, while I'm typing this, I am contemplating whether or not I should post something about a part of me now, but well, my fingers are tired... and my brain isn't really that awake, so maybe next time...
I just finished printing about 200 pages for experimental psych readings. good luck to me and my groupmates.
Damn, tulog na nga lang toh.
Honestly, I don't really feel up to this day. But then again, why shouldn't I be? In a few hours, the sun will shine (and the freakin rain will pour again, yes!), what's the point? Haha, while I'm typing this, I am contemplating whether or not I should post something about a part of me now, but well, my fingers are tired... and my brain isn't really that awake, so maybe next time...
I just finished printing about 200 pages for experimental psych readings. good luck to me and my groupmates.
Damn, tulog na nga lang toh.
Namimiss ko na si Hobbsieeeyyyyy...
Parang bata noh? Natutuwa sa isang fictional character na nakikita lamang sa isang comic book...Hindi naman kasi dati ganito, parang maliit na bata gustong-gusto magpapansin at mangulit. Shet, anak ng! nagiging KSP na koH? no way, this can't be..
Hindi naman siguro. minsan, mas gusto ko lang maging bata, feeling ko kasi hindi ko na-experience. maraming nagsasabi sa aking spoiled daw ako, pero bakit hanggang ngayon, hinahanap ko yung feeling na maluwag lang yung kapaligiran ko, na sana makapaglaro naman ako ng tama. pucha, ano bang tama? haha sa mga makakabasa nito, for your info, 1228 na ng umaga kaya medyo sablay na. gusto ko lang talaga magtype
malungkot ako ngayon. pag sinabi kong dahil ito sa malapit na pagubos ng printer ink ko NANAMAN, maniniwala pa ba kayo? malamang hindi na noh? hay nako. ewan ko ba.. gusto ko lang mapagisa..nung isang araw nga nagmumuni muni ako at naisip ko ang ilang bagay na sana nagagawa ko regularly...
Parang bata noh? Natutuwa sa isang fictional character na nakikita lamang sa isang comic book...Hindi naman kasi dati ganito, parang maliit na bata gustong-gusto magpapansin at mangulit. Shet, anak ng! nagiging KSP na koH? no way, this can't be..
Hindi naman siguro. minsan, mas gusto ko lang maging bata, feeling ko kasi hindi ko na-experience. maraming nagsasabi sa aking spoiled daw ako, pero bakit hanggang ngayon, hinahanap ko yung feeling na maluwag lang yung kapaligiran ko, na sana makapaglaro naman ako ng tama. pucha, ano bang tama? haha sa mga makakabasa nito, for your info, 1228 na ng umaga kaya medyo sablay na. gusto ko lang talaga magtype
malungkot ako ngayon. pag sinabi kong dahil ito sa malapit na pagubos ng printer ink ko NANAMAN, maniniwala pa ba kayo? malamang hindi na noh? hay nako. ewan ko ba.. gusto ko lang mapagisa..nung isang araw nga nagmumuni muni ako at naisip ko ang ilang bagay na sana nagagawa ko regularly...
- watch a no brainer movie at home ALONE
- stop thinking
- go out with friends to eat
- go watch a movie with friends (pwede nang hindi no brainer hehe)
- write poems, stories, essays -- ala 4th year portfolio entries
- magmuni-muni.. (ive had too much philo, as you can see)
- speak, not talk, but, speak.
- read my books (inaamag na haha)
- write and send snail mail
- cross-stitch! (3 years old na ata yung tinatahi ko. haha)
- talk to ange.. (wow special mention hehe)
Tapos meron din things that i want to learn... like ...
- handling a gun (whee, childhood dream)
- dive (mahal!)
- photoshop! haha
- edit videos
- coding webpages and the like
- interacting with special children
- reading my mom's mind. hehehe wala lang..
i miss hobbeseyyyyy waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... pero diba, how can i miss something that was never there, in the first place?
nakakabobo. hahaha gnyt.
Monday, September 20, 2004
uhh..
tinatamad ako gumalaw ngayon. hahahha today was a really SLooowwwWWW day at school. Had a test for Cog Psych (hello cancellable exam!) and a quiz for Philo on meron.
gagawa muna ako paper. later.
have to think on what to type about my sexuality. wahahaha diyos ko ano ba namang topic toh!
gagawa muna ako paper. later.
have to think on what to type about my sexuality. wahahaha diyos ko ano ba namang topic toh!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
I WANNA
I wanna be pretty again
WRONG!!!
I wanna FEEL pretty again. ..
Yeah, that's better...
Life sucks.
Terribly.
I wish it would rain.
WRONG!!!
I wanna FEEL pretty again. ..
Yeah, that's better...
Life sucks.
Terribly.
I wish it would rain.
grrowl!
I swear Javi can be very frustrating at times! Now, he tells me that there's another conference before NTS! Which will definitely screw up my plans with my dear friends to go to Baguio (planned freakin months ago) and will make me bankrupt!!! Grrr.. and he goes "Cha, I won't stress anymore how important this is to you, if you were to choose between NTS and NPM, go to NPM"
WHAT THEEE!?@?##?!?!
The point is that I've already committed to NTS and that's what I am willing to support. Takte, hindi naman madali ang pera noh! Sabi pa sakin ask my sister to support me or something. DUH. As if, ako nga wala nang pera, ate ko pa?! Eh, dami dami binabayaran non! Hay... Some people, siguro isip niya madali lang makakuha ng pera. Whatever.. Meron pang line na "if they're really your friends, they'd understand" Hell-0!!! If it was planned months ago versus something just texted to you uhhhh now, ano pipiliin ko noh! Shempre may buhay din ako apart from the org...inis talaga!! ggrrowwlL! Nadisorient tuloy ako kanina. Kapikon. Makes me think tuloy kung sha yun lang ang life... Im so bad! Inis tlaga..
Anway, enough of that...
Ayaw parin kumain ni Pete! Waaahhhh... Baka naninibago lang sa place or maybe he's overfed. AYun. Basta. Hay.
Line of the day: Ang meron ang meron... (ang wala ay wala...) kakabaliw talaga ang philo. bwiset.
Pre-invite ko na kayo lahat sa Kythe Concert! November 20, 2004, Saturday. Gasoline Alley, Robinson's Galleria. :) Hehehe
Shet tamad pa ko gumawa ng paper.
WHAT THEEE!?@?##?!?!
The point is that I've already committed to NTS and that's what I am willing to support. Takte, hindi naman madali ang pera noh! Sabi pa sakin ask my sister to support me or something. DUH. As if, ako nga wala nang pera, ate ko pa?! Eh, dami dami binabayaran non! Hay... Some people, siguro isip niya madali lang makakuha ng pera. Whatever.. Meron pang line na "if they're really your friends, they'd understand" Hell-0!!! If it was planned months ago versus something just texted to you uhhhh now, ano pipiliin ko noh! Shempre may buhay din ako apart from the org...inis talaga!! ggrrowwlL! Nadisorient tuloy ako kanina. Kapikon. Makes me think tuloy kung sha yun lang ang life... Im so bad! Inis tlaga..
Anway, enough of that...
Ayaw parin kumain ni Pete! Waaahhhh... Baka naninibago lang sa place or maybe he's overfed. AYun. Basta. Hay.
Line of the day: Ang meron ang meron... (ang wala ay wala...) kakabaliw talaga ang philo. bwiset.
Pre-invite ko na kayo lahat sa Kythe Concert! November 20, 2004, Saturday. Gasoline Alley, Robinson's Galleria. :) Hehehe
Shet tamad pa ko gumawa ng paper.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
ho-hum
Sumikat na ang araw.
Bumubuhos parin ang ulan.
Ramdam ko ang simoy ng hangin.
Magiging tama rin ang lahat.
Sundan lamang ang pagpalit ng panahon.
Bumubuhos parin ang ulan.
Ramdam ko ang simoy ng hangin.
Magiging tama rin ang lahat.
Sundan lamang ang pagpalit ng panahon.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHY SEE!!!
See, I didn't forget!!! Hehehe. Salamat sa lunch. =p
Monday, September 13, 2004
nuthin, really.
Nothing better than a caramel sudae on a cold night.
Thanks to katie for the idea. hahahaha.
I can't believe it, part of me now, understands my mother... if you want to try, well, think of a project you spent time on, something you're sure that you're gonna get a good grade in then you fail, yeah, that's how it feels. But well, what's done is done.
I'm done.
I'm going back to theo.
REALLY!...click me
Thanks to katie for the idea. hahahaha.
I can't believe it, part of me now, understands my mother... if you want to try, well, think of a project you spent time on, something you're sure that you're gonna get a good grade in then you fail, yeah, that's how it feels. But well, what's done is done.
I'm done.
I'm going back to theo.
REALLY!...click me
comment on recent quiz. hehe
kaya pala di lumabas sa mismong site yung pic. wahhaha anak ng tokwa! anime!!! wahahahahah minsan nyo lang makita yan!! :D
Which Season Am I? =p
You're an Autum. You're much more laid back then
most and you're very comfortable in new
situations. You rather let things go with the
flow than try to change them. You have a lot of
close friends who love you because you can help
them with their problems. You're a very patient
person and it take a lot to get you rattled.
You're deffinately a lover not a hater.
What season are you? (pics)
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Nung isang araw ko pa gusto mag-blog pero di naman magkatime na humarap sa computer since saturday morning. Well, I went with tiff to church that afternoon and got ourselves into a "bring it on" routine choreographed by some of the high school kids at church. It was pretty cute (considering you had the same move about 3 times in 24 counts and you had to learn it in 30 minutes! asteg) actually but well, dun ko talaga naramdaman yung age ko. hahahaha. Kuya Mark's directing the christmas cantata (yes, the controversial one!) this year and it's really nice to see him even if he's still grouchy. Hehehe
Tapos non, I went to YF then my sis picked me up and DRAGGED me to have coffee with neil and his friends. Turns out I recognized the other friend (named Fred) coz we went to camp together at Jubilee once. Really small world. I was really grouchy already and all I wanted was to go home coz I was tired from all the moving (after not moving since 3rd year cheering haha) so, i was so cranky (I've been cranky since last week but i was very cranky saturday night) and finally, i got to go home!!! The coffee really helped me in my sleep.
Yeah, I'm blabbing. =p
Sunday came, went to church, felt nice, felt bad, went to don ramon to pick up my cousins, wento home to eat lunch, watched Man on Fire on DVD while munching on Lapid's (takte cholesterol) tapos bitin yung ending buti nalang one of them knew what happened kaya sulit na rin. Then, went to Price Smart at Fort bought some stuff went to Magallanes to visit my mom's best friend, ate at Luk Yuen (eew), brought my cuzins home and and and went to Piy Margal to buy fish from uncle Miguel!!
Shucks, I haven't been there since my dad died! Almost about 7 years more or less. And well, we found out that Uncle Miguel doesnt live there anymore, his son manages the business now! So, I got 18 new fish (one died na kanina, nagsuicide) so 17 nalang. Mix of Tiger Barbs, Rainbow Shark and Albino Rainbow Shark. Wala lang toh kababawan lang. Then I came home, my sister got the computer, so I slept.
Didn't go to class today. But I went to school though. Naubos nanaman ata water supply ko sa katawan - langya. Hay, I swear, I think I'm overworked. Yada Yada. I'm so glad I saw my best friend today! Yey, I really missed her. She went to school with her boyfriend...I really loved seeing her. :) She's the best. It made me feel better. Pero now, nakakainis kasi sakit ng mata ko tapos masakit ulo ko and I have to study for the theo exam tomorrow. Well, good luck to me.
I wish it's all over now. Once and for all. Ang hirap i-explain. Basta ganon lang.
I almost forgot it's Cathy's birthday tomorrow - almost!! hehehe
Well, I'll try to read now. Bye.
Thanks for the time. And by the way, I learned na how to open and close my balisong. Yey. :D babaw. haaha
Tapos non, I went to YF then my sis picked me up and DRAGGED me to have coffee with neil and his friends. Turns out I recognized the other friend (named Fred) coz we went to camp together at Jubilee once. Really small world. I was really grouchy already and all I wanted was to go home coz I was tired from all the moving (after not moving since 3rd year cheering haha) so, i was so cranky (I've been cranky since last week but i was very cranky saturday night) and finally, i got to go home!!! The coffee really helped me in my sleep.
Yeah, I'm blabbing. =p
Sunday came, went to church, felt nice, felt bad, went to don ramon to pick up my cousins, wento home to eat lunch, watched Man on Fire on DVD while munching on Lapid's (takte cholesterol) tapos bitin yung ending buti nalang one of them knew what happened kaya sulit na rin. Then, went to Price Smart at Fort bought some stuff went to Magallanes to visit my mom's best friend, ate at Luk Yuen (eew), brought my cuzins home and and and went to Piy Margal to buy fish from uncle Miguel!!
Shucks, I haven't been there since my dad died! Almost about 7 years more or less. And well, we found out that Uncle Miguel doesnt live there anymore, his son manages the business now! So, I got 18 new fish (one died na kanina, nagsuicide) so 17 nalang. Mix of Tiger Barbs, Rainbow Shark and Albino Rainbow Shark. Wala lang toh kababawan lang. Then I came home, my sister got the computer, so I slept.
Didn't go to class today. But I went to school though. Naubos nanaman ata water supply ko sa katawan - langya. Hay, I swear, I think I'm overworked. Yada Yada. I'm so glad I saw my best friend today! Yey, I really missed her. She went to school with her boyfriend...I really loved seeing her. :) She's the best. It made me feel better. Pero now, nakakainis kasi sakit ng mata ko tapos masakit ulo ko and I have to study for the theo exam tomorrow. Well, good luck to me.
I wish it's all over now. Once and for all. Ang hirap i-explain. Basta ganon lang.
I almost forgot it's Cathy's birthday tomorrow - almost!! hehehe
Well, I'll try to read now. Bye.
Thanks for the time. And by the way, I learned na how to open and close my balisong. Yey. :D babaw. haaha
Saturday, September 11, 2004
1-10 :)
GREAT.
Now that I know it's working again then I can post! Yey. Hahahah. Ang babaw talaga.
hmmm
1st: Congratulations TUGON for a job well done last night. (this is your official tambay speaking hehehe sabi rin ni nagfefeeling tugon- Kevin hehe )
2nd: Ginising ako ng nanay ko ng maaga!!! 8 AM! Waaahh I wanted to sleep till 10 kasi first saturday without class but she needed the driver's number so i woke up boo hoo
3rd: Ang dami ko pa kelangan gawin!
Now that I know it's working again then I can post! Yey. Hahahah. Ang babaw talaga.
hmmm
1st: Congratulations TUGON for a job well done last night. (this is your official tambay speaking hehehe sabi rin ni nagfefeeling tugon- Kevin hehe )
2nd: Ginising ako ng nanay ko ng maaga!!! 8 AM! Waaahh I wanted to sleep till 10 kasi first saturday without class but she needed the driver's number so i woke up boo hoo
3rd: Ang dami ko pa kelangan gawin!
- Study for Cogpsych
- Study for Theo
- Study for Expe
- Research for Expe
- Read for Philo
- Basta mag-aral. Hehehe
- Dami pa ayusin for AIESEC
- SOM week na next week - ang daming ek ek ng SOM at the last minute nakakainsi
4th: Nakita ko sila jo, lou and fu kahapon..sobrang miss ko na sila - my PR familY! it's been a while. :)
5th: may bago akong balisong. heheh bigay ni kris. :) red sha. di pa ko marunong mag-open kasi nagwhiwhine ako kahapon. hehehe
6th: excited ako for the Kythe concert naman!! Jellaaaaaa, yoohoooo hehehe
7th: Guys, what do you think of what aromatherapy and music effects to your short-term memory?
8th: I might be putting up a site soon for our Cogpsych project, participate ha? Thank you thank you thank you!
9th: YF later --> talk on terrorism. CBCP Library 6 PM. Be there daw. Lang ya. salamat talaga sa chikka text kundi ang dami ko nanaman gastos sa kakatext ng prompt!
10th: Bye bye muna. Hehehe
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
which care bear are you?
 | Friend Bear |
hay
I saw my philo orals grade today. It definitely sucked. 2.25 :( I really wanna cry now. Nothing seems to be right - academically! Inis. Pero sarili ko lang naman talaga masisisi ko, hindi ba? Wala lang. Ang sama lang kasi talaga nung pakiramdam mo na kahit papaano naman pinaghirapan mo, pero wala.
I seem to have lost it. Patawa. What it?
Ayoko na talaga.
Wala na bang worthwhile ngayon sa buhay that i can look forward to? :(
I seem to have lost it. Patawa. What it?
Ayoko na talaga.
Wala na bang worthwhile ngayon sa buhay that i can look forward to? :(
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
70! =(
We got 70 for our proposal defense. a D. a big fat D. and that's 20% of our grade. right. i told them not to worry about it coz if you compute it it'll be 14/20 pero honestly ako rin naman disheartened because of it. ang lungkot kasi our grades as a group weren't really that bad and it's not that we didnt prepare for it, its just that we had the wrong topic and maybe, maybe, we didnt think of it too well. hay... =( hindi naman kami pwede magmukmok ng matagal kasi tumatakbo yung oras ... back to the old drawing board... :( kami lowest sa class waaaaahhhhh
went to tugon after that, they were watching you got served, so nakinuod na rin ako. 2nd time i watched it. yun. in theo the group reported about prostitutes today. they got to interview a prostitute who loved her job. wala lang. ano na ba nangyayari sa mundo ngayon? hahah
wala lang.
Ipikit mo ang iyong mga mata
Baka sakali'y may makita
Mahiwaga, kakaiba...
went to tugon after that, they were watching you got served, so nakinuod na rin ako. 2nd time i watched it. yun. in theo the group reported about prostitutes today. they got to interview a prostitute who loved her job. wala lang. ano na ba nangyayari sa mundo ngayon? hahah
wala lang.
Ipikit mo ang iyong mga mata
Baka sakali'y may makita
Mahiwaga, kakaiba...
Monday, September 06, 2004
Sunday, September 05, 2004
tao ako
Minsan nabanggit sakin ng isang friend ko, "cha, may puso ka na pala." Kala mo naman hindi ako tao diba? Cguro nga yun na ang perception sakin dati pa, gago ako, mataray, walang kwentang kausap, amo. Pero may mga tao rin namang tinotolerate ako. Hindi ko alam kung dahil lang wala silang magawa or dahil nagets na talaga nila yung nagets nung friend ko, na tao rin pala ako.
Hanggang ngayon marami nag-iisip na hindi pa ako nagbabago or rather, ganun parin ako, baliw, mataray, matapang, bungangera...may nadagdag pa nga, selfish daw ako kasi sarili ko lang ang pinapasaya ko...pero ano pa bang magagawa ko, hintayin ko nalang siguro maisip nila na tao rin nga pala ako.
Kahit noon, hanggang ngayon naman eh.
Ano nga ba ang tao?
still collecting my tots
Nagkwekwentuhan kami ng kapatid ko kanina habang pauwi. Napag-usapan namin ang mga first love. May isang bata kasi na nagkwento sa kin na sabi daw sa kanya ng tatay niya, 'anak, swerte ka na kapag naging first love ka ng isang lalaki' so tinanong ko ang kuya ko out of curiosity...Pero, ang sagot lang niya, hindi niya alam kung sino ang first love niya or parang sinagot niya sakin, lahat ata ng naging girl niya, first love niya. asteggg. haha wala lang. tapos, binato niya pabalik sa kin yung tanong, inisa-isa niya yung pangalan ng mga taong alam niyang 'na-link' sakin, ngumiti nalang ako. :)
Kanina sa simbahan yung message nung pastor tungkol sa "loving each other deeply" hindi lang naman ito nag-aapply sa mga mag-syota (ay magkasintahan pala) pero para daw sa lahat. Sabi niya there are two kinds of love that exist in this world..
Kanina sa simbahan yung message nung pastor tungkol sa "loving each other deeply" hindi lang naman ito nag-aapply sa mga mag-syota (ay magkasintahan pala) pero para daw sa lahat. Sabi niya there are two kinds of love that exist in this world..
- worldly love - this i the love where you want to TAKE whatever the person you love owns.
- bible's love - also termed sacrificial love, eto naman yung love kung saan you want to GIVE everything you have
Ibang klase rin. Parang ang dali dali kasing sabihin kung ano yung gusto nating matamo diba? Pero sobra naman talagang hirap gawin. Maraming tao diyan sinusubukan bigyan ng operational definition (too much expe psych) ang love, yung iba halos maubos na buong buhay nila hindi pa makuha-kuha...pero sadyang ganoon naman ata, hindi naman kasi dapat makuha lahat... parang philo lecture ata. hahaha ginagawa daw kase yun.
Special mention kay nats kasi kung amabot sha sa part na to, masakit na ang tiyan niya sa kakatawa. Pero basta yun...maraming issue tungkol sa love kasi ngayon sa simbahan namin. Magulo yung mga tao. Pumasok na kasi ang politika. Grabe, masaklap pa don, ang feeling mo, mali kayo...tipong mag-iisip ka, "teka, bakit ang dami nila, hindi kaya kami ang mali?" kaya nga siguro yun yung message kanina..Parang sabi nung pastor, subukan mo nalang love yung tao sa tabi mo kasi forever mo naman magiging brother or sister yun in Christ...meron kayong common factor yada yada yada and if you cant love each other daw it just means that there is sin amidst you... totoo nga...pero pano muna natin tatanggalin ang pulitika na bumabalot dito? Tagal ko nang inisip lilipat ako ng simbahan pero ano pang use dba? Kahit saan ka naman lumipat magiging ganon parin in the end. Lagi may intriga. Hay.
Pause muna.
Happy Birthday Abi Chen. :)
Ok, Change topic. Mamaya na ulit. Have to collect my thoughts. :D
Friday, September 03, 2004
naghahabol..
Cge lang habol lang ng habol. Parang aso na paikot-ikot sa kakahabol ng kanyang buntot. Pero sadyang hindi mo mahabol ang oras. Minsan nakakainis. Minsan hindi rin. Sadyang nakakabobo ang paghahabol.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
wake up koL
nagising ako kanina sa isang matagal nang panaginip...
life's little lessons comes in well weirdly at the most unusual moments. I was taking my I/O exam a while ago and well, I woke up.
Malabo. Teka, explain ko.
I studied for the test but I had some careless mistakes which actually reminded me of math exams in high school..wala lang basta, narealize ko lang, its time that i pay attention again to details and stuff. marami na siguro akong nawala because i always just tried to get the gist of the story. hindi pala talaga effective yun minsan. the test a while ago gave me something to set my eyes on...a goal. yaks naman ang drama. pero well, matagal na rin akong walang goal sa academics kahit ilang beses ko pa sabihing ive been trying to pull my grade up. Ewan. cguro kasi nasanay nang maging slacker and crammer or something, sana lang maging tuloy tuloy na paggising na to.
i flopped my philo orals the other day, i cant even remember if i posted it already...i got a 2.5 for my paper and it really feels bad coz i try really hard to get the point of philo. hay... baka kailangan ng isa pang pampagising. Tuloy-tuloy na dapat to..sayang, nararamdaman ko yung momentum...imagine, nakayanan kong tapusin aralin lahat ng 9 chapters para sa test kanina (sh*t may careless mistakes parin) pero wala, i felt ODDLY motivated..
So, how'd you guys like the new layout? Well, hindi naman ako ganon kagaling - i downloaded it from blogskins and added some changes..i wanna try to make my own sometime soon though..(yeah right, as if may oras) wheee..taggie kayo ha! grabe narealize ko while i was editing this that i was really computer illiterate na pala.. hahaha.. i have to get lectures somewhere. my brain's getting rusty.
im supposed to be looking for scary pictures now for expe but i really dont have any energy to be scared anymore. so, let's leave that for tomrrow morning, what do you think?
Shucks, grabe, may mga daga parin takbo ng takbo dito sa office!!! san kaya galing tong mga to? nakakaawa pang patayin coz theyre so tiny... ala lang.
gnyt y'all
life's little lessons comes in well weirdly at the most unusual moments. I was taking my I/O exam a while ago and well, I woke up.
Malabo. Teka, explain ko.
I studied for the test but I had some careless mistakes which actually reminded me of math exams in high school..wala lang basta, narealize ko lang, its time that i pay attention again to details and stuff. marami na siguro akong nawala because i always just tried to get the gist of the story. hindi pala talaga effective yun minsan. the test a while ago gave me something to set my eyes on...a goal. yaks naman ang drama. pero well, matagal na rin akong walang goal sa academics kahit ilang beses ko pa sabihing ive been trying to pull my grade up. Ewan. cguro kasi nasanay nang maging slacker and crammer or something, sana lang maging tuloy tuloy na paggising na to.
i flopped my philo orals the other day, i cant even remember if i posted it already...i got a 2.5 for my paper and it really feels bad coz i try really hard to get the point of philo. hay... baka kailangan ng isa pang pampagising. Tuloy-tuloy na dapat to..sayang, nararamdaman ko yung momentum...imagine, nakayanan kong tapusin aralin lahat ng 9 chapters para sa test kanina (sh*t may careless mistakes parin) pero wala, i felt ODDLY motivated..
So, how'd you guys like the new layout? Well, hindi naman ako ganon kagaling - i downloaded it from blogskins and added some changes..i wanna try to make my own sometime soon though..(yeah right, as if may oras) wheee..taggie kayo ha! grabe narealize ko while i was editing this that i was really computer illiterate na pala.. hahaha.. i have to get lectures somewhere. my brain's getting rusty.
im supposed to be looking for scary pictures now for expe but i really dont have any energy to be scared anymore. so, let's leave that for tomrrow morning, what do you think?
Shucks, grabe, may mga daga parin takbo ng takbo dito sa office!!! san kaya galing tong mga to? nakakaawa pang patayin coz theyre so tiny... ala lang.
gnyt y'all
just passing through
I'm 427.25 richer! I got my lab breakage from last sem's chem laboratory and yipeee, now i have extra money! I'm so ultimately hapyy! Siomai. ang babaw non ah.
Actually, I'm just taking a break from my review for a 9-chapter midterm! Yey, congratulations to me! I finished reading my book already, now what's left are handouts that are as thick as a book. Goodness gracious! I want a vacation but I'm really kinda enjoying my sem now... minus the sucky grades of course! Argh.
Hay..sabog ko noh? feeling ko ang babaw na ng blog ko na to. hahahah well, who want it to be deep neway? basta yun cge. la lang. just passing through.
enjoy the pink lay-out (now u can figure out how stressed i am) [who say's u need standardized stress tests??!?] and well wala pang space for comments! still figuring that out. maybe i should get a taggie..
back to I/O!
Actually, I'm just taking a break from my review for a 9-chapter midterm! Yey, congratulations to me! I finished reading my book already, now what's left are handouts that are as thick as a book. Goodness gracious! I want a vacation but I'm really kinda enjoying my sem now... minus the sucky grades of course! Argh.
Hay..sabog ko noh? feeling ko ang babaw na ng blog ko na to. hahahah well, who want it to be deep neway? basta yun cge. la lang. just passing through.
enjoy the pink lay-out (now u can figure out how stressed i am) [who say's u need standardized stress tests??!?] and well wala pang space for comments! still figuring that out. maybe i should get a taggie..
back to I/O!
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Monday, August 30, 2004
tapos..
tapos ngayon meron pang apology letter. sheesh. nakakainis paren.i think im too sensitive.
im home already - and it't still HOT! there are so many mosquitos and they're very irritating. Im trying to finish up all my net work before hitting the philo book again. I hope i get my oral exam right tomorrow.
Im about to go crazy. Damn, i really want to change the layout of this blog. NOW. Oh well, time constraints!
Pressurreeeee... walang kwenta tong post na to. wahahaha
bye
im home already - and it't still HOT! there are so many mosquitos and they're very irritating. Im trying to finish up all my net work before hitting the philo book again. I hope i get my oral exam right tomorrow.
Im about to go crazy. Damn, i really want to change the layout of this blog. NOW. Oh well, time constraints!
Pressurreeeee... walang kwenta tong post na to. wahahaha
bye
supressing my anger
Wala lang.
Alam ko namang may mali ako pero naiinis ako kapag hindi muna iniintindi ng tao kung ano yung basic story behind it bago sila magsasalita. Nakakapikon. Lalo na yung people who don't face you and try to go around the situation by sending out an email explaining the situation. I hate people na di kayang harapin kung anong dapat. Here's the thing, I've been messing up some of my responsibilities because of internal problems - I try to explain everytime but parang palagi nalang lumalabas na excuses lahat ng binibigay ko. Ang nakakainis pa doon hindi naman talaga pinapakinggan yung dahilan na valid naman talaga...Ang isasagot lang sayo, "May magagawa pa ba ako?!?"
!$%^^*&())(_(@#
As if naman sila lang ang dapat atupagin. Honestly, ang inis ko naman hindi sa buong org kundi sa isang tao lang. Sheesh, think about it, if you're going to be a leader and you can't talk to your "underlings" in a manner na talagang harap-harapan, dapat in the first place wala sila doon. Kaya nga ata nagkakaroon ng communication problems sa mga companies ngayon eh, lahat kasi naka-memo na. Whatever. I swear, I didn't think mararamdaman ko ulit to. I mean, yeah, the memo was sent to me, (as well to the rest of the freakin community, how fun) but it really felt offensive. Tapos I can't really defend myself dahil mga hindi ko nga na-meet yung ibang things na dapat gawin...but the thing is, i was honest in explaining and it was all in vain. Hay, I wanna quit but what will they say naman dba? That I'm a bad sport or something? Kung sinabi kong ayaw ko lang talaga, and pressure, magegets ba nila? No, of course NOT. Freakin People. Sabi na nga malabo talaga yung mga ganong tao eh! :(
Shet, kumukulo talaga ang dugo ko. What temperature does it take for blood to really boil anyway?
Enough of that na nga (kahit pikon parin ako at sumasakit ulo ko sa pagkainis) Well, yesterday, hmmm, I went to church and it was Sunday School Talent Day so there was free food - fishball, nachos, juice, taho and pizza...Yum. I gained three pounds when I weighed yesterday morning but I still ate anyway, which is baddddd... I went to fit for my cousin's wedding and I realized I had to diet or else I'd look fat in the dress. And who wants to look like a piggie right???!?? Hehehe. Then we went to a pet store and I got some worms for Pete, my fish who's so messy and growing up fast... The worms in that pet store were cheaper than the ones that were sold at P.Tuazon so I got a bunch and fed the worms sayote - kinakain talaga nila, ibang klase! Buti pa ang uod marunong kumain ng gulay. Hehehe
Anyway, philo orals tomorrow sobrang kabado ako wala pa kasi akong binabasa. Sobrang nababadtrip parin ako. As in. That letter was LOW! Masakit na ulo ko, ang init init kasi sa labas.
Alam ko namang may mali ako pero naiinis ako kapag hindi muna iniintindi ng tao kung ano yung basic story behind it bago sila magsasalita. Nakakapikon. Lalo na yung people who don't face you and try to go around the situation by sending out an email explaining the situation. I hate people na di kayang harapin kung anong dapat. Here's the thing, I've been messing up some of my responsibilities because of internal problems - I try to explain everytime but parang palagi nalang lumalabas na excuses lahat ng binibigay ko. Ang nakakainis pa doon hindi naman talaga pinapakinggan yung dahilan na valid naman talaga...Ang isasagot lang sayo, "May magagawa pa ba ako?!?"
!$%^^*&())(_(@#
As if naman sila lang ang dapat atupagin. Honestly, ang inis ko naman hindi sa buong org kundi sa isang tao lang. Sheesh, think about it, if you're going to be a leader and you can't talk to your "underlings" in a manner na talagang harap-harapan, dapat in the first place wala sila doon. Kaya nga ata nagkakaroon ng communication problems sa mga companies ngayon eh, lahat kasi naka-memo na. Whatever. I swear, I didn't think mararamdaman ko ulit to. I mean, yeah, the memo was sent to me, (as well to the rest of the freakin community, how fun) but it really felt offensive. Tapos I can't really defend myself dahil mga hindi ko nga na-meet yung ibang things na dapat gawin...but the thing is, i was honest in explaining and it was all in vain. Hay, I wanna quit but what will they say naman dba? That I'm a bad sport or something? Kung sinabi kong ayaw ko lang talaga, and pressure, magegets ba nila? No, of course NOT. Freakin People. Sabi na nga malabo talaga yung mga ganong tao eh! :(
Shet, kumukulo talaga ang dugo ko. What temperature does it take for blood to really boil anyway?
Enough of that na nga (kahit pikon parin ako at sumasakit ulo ko sa pagkainis) Well, yesterday, hmmm, I went to church and it was Sunday School Talent Day so there was free food - fishball, nachos, juice, taho and pizza...Yum. I gained three pounds when I weighed yesterday morning but I still ate anyway, which is baddddd... I went to fit for my cousin's wedding and I realized I had to diet or else I'd look fat in the dress. And who wants to look like a piggie right???!?? Hehehe. Then we went to a pet store and I got some worms for Pete, my fish who's so messy and growing up fast... The worms in that pet store were cheaper than the ones that were sold at P.Tuazon so I got a bunch and fed the worms sayote - kinakain talaga nila, ibang klase! Buti pa ang uod marunong kumain ng gulay. Hehehe
Anyway, philo orals tomorrow sobrang kabado ako wala pa kasi akong binabasa. Sobrang nababadtrip parin ako. As in. That letter was LOW! Masakit na ulo ko, ang init init kasi sa labas.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
saturday at the zoo
I went to the zoo the other day. AIESEC DLSU had an activity and it was held at the park in front of Manila Zoo. Since I didnt have SNs this sem, I just dropped by and headed for the zoo with my mom (yes, my mother!!!) and Angelica (our cook's kid). She was so excited to see the elephants or rather the ELEPHANT. Sadly, Manila Zoo is in bad shape. I still remember the time when my dad went with me to the zoo, i think i was wearing purple pants and a peach top then... some 10 years ago... if i find a picture ill post it here.
Anyway, i went to the zoo and saw the animals..I liked the tigers the best. SInce the tigers were still new, they still looked healthy and majestic. :) it actually made me want to have one to keep in the house.. hahahah but where in the world would i find a "tame" tiger...and if i did, it wouldnt be the same if a tiger's tame...un
and then my mom got this crazy idea of me taking pictures with a snake around my neck. Like a 5 year old, i threw a tantrum right there at the 100 peso picture taking area... but still, she was like "sige na, sayang yan, babayaran ko na nga eh, ayaw mo pa" so fine...since sayang at mahal, project nalang ako!!! tapos narealize ko sa pic na to ang taba ko!!! grrowl. diet ulit. hahaha
Hahahahahah tapos tinawanan ako nung driver namin. gumanti ako!!! hahahaha binayaran ko yung picture niya!!! hahaha tapos sha ren, natakot. hahaha
so there, i had a picture taken with the snake, angelica was so pale from crying because she thought the snake was about to kill me...my mom, probably thinking it wasn't enough wanted another picture with the larger albino snake... i threw another tantrum but it was all in vain.
im still alive.
anyone sad about this fact??!??!?? mga langya! ahhaha kidding.
and then, jex called and invited me to dinner and yey, i got free chili's! hahah I had margarita grilled tuna (a diversion from my normal country fried steak) and it was really good. yum yum and then we went to carol's and jed's place and got them to watch Stepford Wives...Just wondering if the machine in that movie was really feasible...may gagawa kaya sakin non??? Diyos ko po!!! wag naman sana!!! i dont wanna be a walking ATM machine..we saw nikki and her family afterwards drinking coffee at goodies and sweets. :P
and then we al went home and slept and i went to church the next day.
bow.
Anyway, i went to the zoo and saw the animals..I liked the tigers the best. SInce the tigers were still new, they still looked healthy and majestic. :) it actually made me want to have one to keep in the house.. hahahah but where in the world would i find a "tame" tiger...and if i did, it wouldnt be the same if a tiger's tame...un
and then my mom got this crazy idea of me taking pictures with a snake around my neck. Like a 5 year old, i threw a tantrum right there at the 100 peso picture taking area... but still, she was like "sige na, sayang yan, babayaran ko na nga eh, ayaw mo pa" so fine...since sayang at mahal, project nalang ako!!! tapos narealize ko sa pic na to ang taba ko!!! grrowl. diet ulit. hahaha
Hahahahahah tapos tinawanan ako nung driver namin. gumanti ako!!! hahahaha binayaran ko yung picture niya!!! hahaha tapos sha ren, natakot. hahaha
so there, i had a picture taken with the snake, angelica was so pale from crying because she thought the snake was about to kill me...my mom, probably thinking it wasn't enough wanted another picture with the larger albino snake... i threw another tantrum but it was all in vain.
im still alive.
anyone sad about this fact??!??!?? mga langya! ahhaha kidding.
and then, jex called and invited me to dinner and yey, i got free chili's! hahah I had margarita grilled tuna (a diversion from my normal country fried steak) and it was really good. yum yum and then we went to carol's and jed's place and got them to watch Stepford Wives...Just wondering if the machine in that movie was really feasible...may gagawa kaya sakin non??? Diyos ko po!!! wag naman sana!!! i dont wanna be a walking ATM machine..we saw nikki and her family afterwards drinking coffee at goodies and sweets. :P
and then we al went home and slept and i went to church the next day.
bow.
blah bleh blih bloh bluh
I just couldn't find the right words to say whatever it is that's happening around me. Basta, super hectic mga schedule, especially this week. Today's my only free day till next tuesday (waaahh philo orals!!) so I might as well take time to post.
Over the weekend, i think i overspent. Hahah 10.5K for 2 things! a nice small cam and a pair of shoes! wheee in fairness, theyre both nice and useful? hahaha pero honestly, ang cute cute cute cute nung shoes. uhhh 4 inch spikes =D hay, the price you have to pay for being small...hope i dont trip or something! hahah im planning to wear it to my cousin's wedding on october. i think im a bridesmaid, i cant really remember what she told me. :D
Anyway, let me show u something..
This is my ever-lovable lion. :) Wala lang, i find him so cute, fuzzy and comfy to sleep with. =)
Hay, change topic.
Stressful week!!! I have philo orals on tuesday and guess what, NO THESIS STATEMENTS to review. We have to write a comprehensive paper for Friday and that's where the prof will get his questions. Waaaaahhh, who knows what he's thinking!??!? I don't, do you?
Had an expe long test a while ago. I dont know if i did well or not. I didnt read 2 chapters of the book, but i did understand the lesson and reviewed the notes..lets just hope for the best.
Argh what is wrong with meee?? where's the competitive spirit!??!?
Javi's in Germany for IC and I'm stuch with his meetings for tomorrow at mega! and well, good things theres another OGX meeting at the same area earlier tomorrow...
Speaking of orgs, I don't think I'll continue Kythe next year. Hirap kasi to deal with kids in the hospital and Im prone to getting sick lately...WOnder if I should finally join Tugon? Hahaha This would probably kill Cathy and Nix. hehehe
Hmmm... nu pa? Nothing's entering my mind. dito muna :D sabog na ko. hahaha
Over the weekend, i think i overspent. Hahah 10.5K for 2 things! a nice small cam and a pair of shoes! wheee in fairness, theyre both nice and useful? hahaha pero honestly, ang cute cute cute cute nung shoes. uhhh 4 inch spikes =D hay, the price you have to pay for being small...hope i dont trip or something! hahah im planning to wear it to my cousin's wedding on october. i think im a bridesmaid, i cant really remember what she told me. :D
Anyway, let me show u something..
This is my ever-lovable lion. :) Wala lang, i find him so cute, fuzzy and comfy to sleep with. =)
Hay, change topic.
Stressful week!!! I have philo orals on tuesday and guess what, NO THESIS STATEMENTS to review. We have to write a comprehensive paper for Friday and that's where the prof will get his questions. Waaaaahhh, who knows what he's thinking!??!? I don't, do you?
Had an expe long test a while ago. I dont know if i did well or not. I didnt read 2 chapters of the book, but i did understand the lesson and reviewed the notes..lets just hope for the best.
Argh what is wrong with meee?? where's the competitive spirit!??!?
Javi's in Germany for IC and I'm stuch with his meetings for tomorrow at mega! and well, good things theres another OGX meeting at the same area earlier tomorrow...
Speaking of orgs, I don't think I'll continue Kythe next year. Hirap kasi to deal with kids in the hospital and Im prone to getting sick lately...WOnder if I should finally join Tugon? Hahaha This would probably kill Cathy and Nix. hehehe
Hmmm... nu pa? Nothing's entering my mind. dito muna :D sabog na ko. hahaha
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Monday, August 16, 2004
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
grrrrrrrrr
Waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
I'm in utmost pain. As in. I have a slight fever but I took a hot bath anyway, now my back hurts like hell and I can't even concentrate on my homework.
GggrrrrooowwwLLLLLLlllllllllllLLL
I'm so tired and drained today.
I need my beauty (ha!) rest.. =(
It's been a really really really tiring bad day for me.. I just wanna go to sleep... But i have to finish this.
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ang sakit tlaga bwiset.
I'm in utmost pain. As in. I have a slight fever but I took a hot bath anyway, now my back hurts like hell and I can't even concentrate on my homework.
GggrrrrooowwwLLLLLLlllllllllllLLL
I'm so tired and drained today.
I need my beauty (ha!) rest.. =(
It's been a really really really tiring bad day for me.. I just wanna go to sleep... But i have to finish this.
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ang sakit tlaga bwiset.
whine
Today was such a bad bad day. It's almost seven and I'm still in school. I went to visit at East Ave. for Kythe today and I am soooo stresseddddddddddddddddddd.... My shoulders and my back are painful again =( and I still have to do my cog psych homework when i get home. waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
Monday, August 09, 2004
whee
Today, believe it or not, was actually a good day. I haven't had one of those for who knows how long already!!! Can you believe it? I actually felt guilty for feeling good! As in, it was that weird a day. Parang I never had a good day for so long that I was in denial. But eventually, I got into my senses and thanked the Lord for it. =)
Ang kulit kulit ko today. As in, hmmm recap.. I went to school around 10:30, had lunch, went to class and oh my gulay, I ENJOYED Cognitive Psych for the 1st time ever. Dr. Alampay was discussing about the 7 Sins of Memory and it was really interesting - not to mention she tried to say that it was somewhat like the 7 mortal sins or something..SO yun, I was lighthearted, went to my friends at Tugon and then started bugging Nikki. I treated some people to bibingka at school kasi nga ang gaan ng feeling ko ngayon. Tapos nangulit nalang throughout my break.
Highlight of the day (irony) ahhah i accidentally highlighted nikki's arm and well, i was laughing like crazy and told her in a really stupid baby voice na "i did that coz you brighten up my day" I think she almost disowned me as her friend. Hahahaha oh well...
What else? wala na eh. basta light tong day na to. Thank God.
=)
Ang kulit kulit ko today. As in, hmmm recap.. I went to school around 10:30, had lunch, went to class and oh my gulay, I ENJOYED Cognitive Psych for the 1st time ever. Dr. Alampay was discussing about the 7 Sins of Memory and it was really interesting - not to mention she tried to say that it was somewhat like the 7 mortal sins or something..SO yun, I was lighthearted, went to my friends at Tugon and then started bugging Nikki. I treated some people to bibingka at school kasi nga ang gaan ng feeling ko ngayon. Tapos nangulit nalang throughout my break.
Highlight of the day (irony) ahhah i accidentally highlighted nikki's arm and well, i was laughing like crazy and told her in a really stupid baby voice na "i did that coz you brighten up my day" I think she almost disowned me as her friend. Hahahaha oh well...
What else? wala na eh. basta light tong day na to. Thank God.
=)
Sunday, August 08, 2004
ala lang
I'm so so so so so tired. Can't even think anymore. I came from recollection for Theo today - we had to explain our genogram (that's supposed to be the smart word for family tree) hehehe and trace certain traits in us that we want to change, leave or continue etc. We had facilitators from I can't remember what institution but they were middle-aged (or more than) women that were invited by my priest teacher, Father Bob.
My left shoulder hurts so much now. I'm actually bothered by it. It's a weird kind of pain, parang may nagprepress lang on a certain area tapos mainit ganon. ARRrrrgggGGGhhh saketttt. Grrowl. Oh well, I think, it's my signal to go offline already, so, I'll leave in a while and continue becoming a pirate!!! It turns out that my internet connection gets cut whenever i burn a CD. This is weirddd.. This posting is weird. Hahaha
Basta blackboard with the screeching sound. I can't seem to get that out of my head today.
I gotta go before I go totally crazy. Bye.
Oh and I took a What kind of classic leader am I test. Hahahah Here, Take a look. Seems like I can't go to the US now. Hahaha Sayang, I wanted to be Hitler pa naman. Hahahaha Pero pwede na to! :p
My left shoulder hurts so much now. I'm actually bothered by it. It's a weird kind of pain, parang may nagprepress lang on a certain area tapos mainit ganon. ARRrrrgggGGGhhh saketttt. Grrowl. Oh well, I think, it's my signal to go offline already, so, I'll leave in a while and continue becoming a pirate!!! It turns out that my internet connection gets cut whenever i burn a CD. This is weirddd.. This posting is weird. Hahaha
Basta blackboard with the screeching sound. I can't seem to get that out of my head today.
I gotta go before I go totally crazy. Bye.
Oh and I took a What kind of classic leader am I test. Hahahah Here, Take a look. Seems like I can't go to the US now. Hahaha Sayang, I wanted to be Hitler pa naman. Hahahaha Pero pwede na to! :p
screech...
Imagine a nicely cleaned blackboard...and someone's long fingernails scraping over it...
Yep, I think that's how it feels...
Yep, I think that's how it feels...
Friday, August 06, 2004
Part of Your World
Kaka-addict talaga yung mga old disney songs. hehehehe im getting older by the minute. hahaha
Look at this stuffIsn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has ev'rything?
Look at this troveTreasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Lookin' around here you'd think
(Sure) she's got everything
I've got gadgets and gizmos aplenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
(You want thingamabobs?I got twenty)
But who cares?No big dealI want more
I wanna be where the people areI wanna see
Wanna see 'em dancin'
Walkin' around on those(Whad'ya call 'em?) oh - feet
Flippin' your fins you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
Strollin' along down a(What's that word again?) street
Up where they walkUp where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world
What would I giveIf I could live
Outta these waters?
What would I pay
To spend a daywarm on the sand?
Betcha on land
They understand
Bet they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women
Sick o' swimmin
'Ready to stand
And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questionsAnd get some answers
What's a fire and why does it(What's the word?) burn?
When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love
Love to explore that shore above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could bePart of that world.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Which Sesame Street character R u?
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What Ice Cream Flavor R u?
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Monday, August 02, 2004
boink, sniff, oink...nothin
waaahhh.. may sipon ako! :( i cant taste most of the food that I eat, it's sad. whine whine whine.
life's been sad and i don't know what to do about it. i guess the only way is to accept whatever's happening. life's a mess. my immediate world's getting smaller. if IT happens, then we're down to three. but who am i to question the will of God who has nthing else planned for me but great things? I am still hanging on to that promise. I'm hoping He doesn't fail me. I miss my best friends but well, since we're all busy, I can't really complain. I have a headache. I don't feel like celebrating. I'm waiting for the day to be over but wait, I still haven't done my paper. I'm to bored to move. My brain doensn't seem like it's functioning. I'm getting sleepy. I sleep a lot lately. I'm turning into a piggie. Hehehe I can't say anything more stupid than this...I think. Bye bye.
life's been sad and i don't know what to do about it. i guess the only way is to accept whatever's happening. life's a mess. my immediate world's getting smaller. if IT happens, then we're down to three. but who am i to question the will of God who has nthing else planned for me but great things? I am still hanging on to that promise. I'm hoping He doesn't fail me. I miss my best friends but well, since we're all busy, I can't really complain. I have a headache. I don't feel like celebrating. I'm waiting for the day to be over but wait, I still haven't done my paper. I'm to bored to move. My brain doensn't seem like it's functioning. I'm getting sleepy. I sleep a lot lately. I'm turning into a piggie. Hehehe I can't say anything more stupid than this...I think. Bye bye.
Saturday, July 31, 2004
waaaahhh
waaaaaaaaaaahhhh hindi na post yung pinost ko kahapon!!! grrr.. grrr.. grrr.. test computer kasi to eh! oh well later. gmorning people. i slept till 10 today. i wish i could sleep more para basta mas matagal. heheheeh yun. babay. :P
Friday, July 30, 2004
d gr8est sTorY eVr toLD
I was at Katie's when I heard this song. And now, I'm quite attracted or even addicted to it. Sabi ng mga friends ko last year pa raw to, I don't really care. Hahaha I like it. Wehehehe So, share ko lang sa inyo. :)
The Greatest Story Ever Told
Oliver James
Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight?
O, dba ang sweet?? hAHAHA wala lang. :) Have a good night people.
lalalalala
It's almost one but I still can't sleep. I'm dead tired but I'm awake and my fingers can't stop typing over a keyboard that wants nothing but rest. I came home at around ten in the evening today. I had IO Psych today and well, I would have to say we did a great job in our report! 2 hours and the people were still awake...so, isn't that just great? It doesn't really matter that much to me anyway. I got a C+ in my first paper for that class though :( So far, my average for everything basically is a C or a C+. I gotta get back into shape.. (sheesh, what shape) so there...Life's crap. hehehe
My brother told me I was bitter. I'm not. I think I'm just facing reality. Hell, who wants to eat out on her birthday with people who can't stand each other's faces, right? :D cynical little creature, ain't I?
I had sundae a while ago - my bro got me hot fudge and a burger. He also got me an aquarium and filter for my fish. Do you want to name my fish? My cousin gave it to me..It's a boy fish - flowerhorn. It's one of those grouchy lil fish that's cheap when you buy it and expensive when it grows big. I don't want to sell it, I just want to take care of it. Help me name my new pet! =) Heheh parang tamagochi eh, noh?
I still can't sleep..I don't feel sleepy. Grrrrrr...
Hay.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
nuthin
been a jittery day
been a freakin day
been a really unfruitful day
tomorrows a hectic one
the sona was stupid
ill post tomorrow
gnyt.
been a freakin day
been a really unfruitful day
tomorrows a hectic one
the sona was stupid
ill post tomorrow
gnyt.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
ulan
dont you just love the rain?
lalo na yung ulan na may dalang malamig na hangin?
yung ulan na buhos na parang nararamdaman mo ang luha ni God?
yung rain na parang sinasabi sayo, hindi ka nagiisa, may kasama ka?
yung rain na kahit baha na sige parin..yung ok lang naman kahit basa ka na ulo hanggang paa..
yung ulan na cge lang ang buhos?
yung ulan na feeling mo is serving its purpose..
dont you just love the rain?
i do.
Personality Disorders of Mine. Hahaha
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Low |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
boxing
Sabi ng tito ko, dapat daw, magaling ako sa boxing. Anlabo talaga. Akala mo naman kailangan ko talaga sumapak ng tao. E ang liit liit ko.
Sabi niya, magaling ka na daw mag-boxing kapag nakakasapak ka kahit na natatamaan ka ng kalaban mo...Pero ang gusto niyang matutunan ko? Umilag. Umiwas. Kailangan ko raw matutong umiwas kasi dun lang daw talaga ako totoong magiging magaling. Oo, pinariringgan niya ako. Nandito kasi siya ngayon, ginawa siyang mediator ng nanay ko. Malapit na kasi palayasin ang kuya ko sa bahay, ako naman daw pag di pang natutong umilag, baka ganon na rin. Nakakasakit pa kasi sinabi pa talagang inaasahan ako diba?
Sino bang nagsabing asahan nila ako in the first place? Yung ate ko, binigyan ako ng sermon kahapon. Ok lang, naiintindihan ko naman punto niya. Kaya nagpapasalamat naman ako. Gusto ko lang sabihin sa kanya na well-aware naman ako sa mga sinasabi niya. Struggle ko rin yon. Ayaw ko lang talagang sabihin na sa kanila kasi ginugulo lang nila ang utak ko. Oo, kapamilya ko sila pero hindi ba? Buhay ko rin to? Kuya ko naman sasabihing ako ang magiging "glue" ng pamilya ko... Saya talaga, sana pinangalanan nalang nila akong Elmer. Ang nanay ko, inaasahang mabait ako, masunurin, hindi na magkakamali... Mas magaling daw kasi ako...Pucha, tao rin naman ako ah. Kahon na kahon na ko. Cornered na ko sa kanto ng maliit na black box ko. Ni hindi pa nga ako makaisip out of it, selyado na. No way out.
Naisip ko, mahilig kong suntukin mga guy friends ko. Haha, babalik nanaman ako sa boxing. Oras ko na ba umilag? Sinusubukan ko naman eh. Pero sadyang natatamaan parin. At minsan, masarap matamaan, magkapasa...minsan naman nakakamatay rin.
Thursday, July 22, 2004
spaced out lil girl
I find it hard to write these days. I have sudden inspiration and as quick as a lightning bolt, the idea goes away. :( Neway, Im in school now. Bored and wasting my six hour break. I want to wallow. Find me a place will you?
My grandma's in the hospital. she was admitted to Metro yesterday. The hospital had a new look. It was cleaner and had a lot more posts - parang to make sure ata that it wont collapse. Hehehe the new building will have 26 floors but it's still under construction. I guess itll earn money soon. One of the things that I saw there was a cat. I mean it was weird because the cat was in the nurse's station. Yuck! Talk about unsanitary!
My brain feels like it's floating on water (eek, not even cerebral fluid. !@#$$ how nerdy can i get) and well, its just there floating. hay
I just realized Im a meanie and even if i dont mean to be one, I am one. :( waaahhhh ive been to philo consultation today. My teacher said I was consistent. Lang ya.. Parang I should be proud of consistent 1.0s!!! oh well, hahabol hahabol. I should love socrates more noh? if not, i think i'd suffer for it. sayang i love philo pa naman.
wat else to say? nothing. I simply feel awful and I feel like a criminal. Someone get me out on bail please.
My grandma's in the hospital. she was admitted to Metro yesterday. The hospital had a new look. It was cleaner and had a lot more posts - parang to make sure ata that it wont collapse. Hehehe the new building will have 26 floors but it's still under construction. I guess itll earn money soon. One of the things that I saw there was a cat. I mean it was weird because the cat was in the nurse's station. Yuck! Talk about unsanitary!
My brain feels like it's floating on water (eek, not even cerebral fluid. !@#$$ how nerdy can i get) and well, its just there floating. hay
I just realized Im a meanie and even if i dont mean to be one, I am one. :( waaahhhh ive been to philo consultation today. My teacher said I was consistent. Lang ya.. Parang I should be proud of consistent 1.0s!!! oh well, hahabol hahabol. I should love socrates more noh? if not, i think i'd suffer for it. sayang i love philo pa naman.
wat else to say? nothing. I simply feel awful and I feel like a criminal. Someone get me out on bail please.
Monday, July 19, 2004
!@#$%^&*(!)!
Our org president is driving me MAD! I swear, the saying "stubborn as a mule" was probably created just for him. Argh. He frustrates the whole EB with his comments and he tells me, he can't stand it when I comment? Argh. I'm totally stressed these past few days and what the heck, he adds up to it! He makes me so maddddddd...
Maybe I should just resign.
Hay!
Stressful. Nasisira ang beauty ko epal. bwiset.
Maybe I should just resign.
Hay!
Stressful. Nasisira ang beauty ko epal. bwiset.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Thursday, July 08, 2004
di karapat dapat basahen hehehe
I wonder if I could completely change the templates of this things. Kakasawa na kasi. Hahaha If i can, Id get someone to design this just for me! Personalized. I suck so much in art that I cant do it myself. Needless to say that Im not good in working with html.
Im listening to launchcast right now. Contemporary Christian... Daming bagong songs, astig.
Ayun. Marami pa sana eh, kaso baka malock out na ko sa room. My mom's watching her videos again. ahahah Korean/Chinovelas are so predictable. I mean which chinovela never used the "wo dui ni hen shi wang" line? Zhen de hen shi wang. Yi qian bu jue de ni hui zhi yang kan wo. Hao shi wang, hao shi wang... Sabay iyak ng artista. wahahaha iba tlaga.
Cge, Nats, tawa ka na. Hehehe O ha, special mention pa momi_bwat! hehe
Wala akong magawa kya ko kayo binobore. sige lang. get bored, i dont mind. cge na nga dibale na. dami sumasabay sa utak ko ngayon, parang high way. Sana magkatotoo yung birthday wish ko, dba meow? :p
masochist.
Im listening to launchcast right now. Contemporary Christian... Daming bagong songs, astig.
Ayun. Marami pa sana eh, kaso baka malock out na ko sa room. My mom's watching her videos again. ahahah Korean/Chinovelas are so predictable. I mean which chinovela never used the "wo dui ni hen shi wang" line? Zhen de hen shi wang. Yi qian bu jue de ni hui zhi yang kan wo. Hao shi wang, hao shi wang... Sabay iyak ng artista. wahahaha iba tlaga.
Cge, Nats, tawa ka na. Hehehe O ha, special mention pa momi_bwat! hehe
Wala akong magawa kya ko kayo binobore. sige lang. get bored, i dont mind. cge na nga dibale na. dami sumasabay sa utak ko ngayon, parang high way. Sana magkatotoo yung birthday wish ko, dba meow? :p
masochist.
missin the point, if there's one
I came home from a 9PM class today, submitted a crappy paper and almost flunked a quiz. Yeah, I'm supposed to be happy! Jumping with joy and telling other people of God's good news. Yeah, I should be jumping for joy because Im alive, because I have a roof over my head blah blah blah. Freak. Im talking bull and you know that.
Hay, today was one of the worse days of my life. Well, crazy day rather. I promised myself I won't answer the call or any other call, two days before the month came, I just did. Maybe it was just to get it over with, you know? The phone was ringing like crazy and I cant finish my paper so I just did. I knew I shouldnt have. I feel like I want to burst. Boom. hhaaha
Bakit kasi hindi natuto eh. Bakit kasi pare-pareho nalang ang mali over and over. San pa ba matatapos. Life goes in circles. Some professor told me it should go in spirals. Hahaha para may mapatunguhan naman daw. Tama siguro si Father Bob...
I dont know who's missing the point here. Is it me? Baka nga. I always used to work in twisted paths hindi ba?
yeah, maybe im missing the point.
Something tells me I have to learn now...that sometimes life isn't just the way you want it to be.
Hay, today was one of the worse days of my life. Well, crazy day rather. I promised myself I won't answer the call or any other call, two days before the month came, I just did. Maybe it was just to get it over with, you know? The phone was ringing like crazy and I cant finish my paper so I just did. I knew I shouldnt have. I feel like I want to burst. Boom. hhaaha
Bakit kasi hindi natuto eh. Bakit kasi pare-pareho nalang ang mali over and over. San pa ba matatapos. Life goes in circles. Some professor told me it should go in spirals. Hahaha para may mapatunguhan naman daw. Tama siguro si Father Bob...
I dont know who's missing the point here. Is it me? Baka nga. I always used to work in twisted paths hindi ba?
yeah, maybe im missing the point.
Something tells me I have to learn now...that sometimes life isn't just the way you want it to be.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Gusto Ko...
Gusto ko pa matulog
Pero baka ma-late ako
Gusto ko pa maligo
Pero baka maubos ang tubig
Gusto ko pa kumain
Pero baka tumaba ako
Gusto ko pa tumambay
Pero kelangan ko pang mag-check ng attendance
Gusto ko pa ng chocolate shake
Pero kelangan ng pumasok sa Philo
Gusto ko pa magreview
Pero wala ng oras
Gusto ko pa palitan ang sagot ko
Pero wala na ring papel
Gusto ko pa maghintay at magseminar
Pero nandyan na ang sundo ko
Gusto ko pa manuod ng Cat in the Hat
Pero may makulit na nasa gate namen
Gusto ko pa magliwaliw at magpakasaya
Pero marami pang dapat ayusin
Gusto ko pa basahin yung susunod na Chapter sa Genesis
Pero hanggang five lang daw muna
Gusto ko matapos ang paper ko sa I/O
Pero inaantok na ako
Gusto ko pa magkwento
Pero wala namang makikinig
Gusto Gusto
Marami akong gusto
E ikaw?
Pero baka ma-late ako
Gusto ko pa maligo
Pero baka maubos ang tubig
Gusto ko pa kumain
Pero baka tumaba ako
Gusto ko pa tumambay
Pero kelangan ko pang mag-check ng attendance
Gusto ko pa ng chocolate shake
Pero kelangan ng pumasok sa Philo
Gusto ko pa magreview
Pero wala ng oras
Gusto ko pa palitan ang sagot ko
Pero wala na ring papel
Gusto ko pa maghintay at magseminar
Pero nandyan na ang sundo ko
Gusto ko pa manuod ng Cat in the Hat
Pero may makulit na nasa gate namen
Gusto ko pa magliwaliw at magpakasaya
Pero marami pang dapat ayusin
Gusto ko pa basahin yung susunod na Chapter sa Genesis
Pero hanggang five lang daw muna
Gusto ko matapos ang paper ko sa I/O
Pero inaantok na ako
Gusto ko pa magkwento
Pero wala namang makikinig
Gusto Gusto
Marami akong gusto
E ikaw?
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