As I contemplate on what editing to do to get the papers right, Im starting to think whether all of this makes sense or not. I'm sure to my mom, it does... I have in my hard drive the papers that will formally separate my mother and my brother... Ang labo, why does it have to be this way?
But, I guess that's already a long accepted fact. Though my mom may deny it, I think I've been spending more time with her than usual - isama mo na na pareho kami ng kwarto at lahat lahat...and well, I really don't know what to feel. To some, it would seem great, right? So, how come to me, it's really becoming a task. Ewan ko ba, nakakapagod lang...or siguro to put it in a much simpler manner, nakakapagod lang lahat...
Everyday, I hear my mom rant the same things over and over again. Brainwashing maybe.Hay.
Iniisip ko lang kasi, palagi niyang sinasabi na she wants to just get my brother out of her life. Wala daw siyang anak na lalaki. Namatay na daw and so on...Pero, hindi ba, kahit ang patay na, hindi naman natin nalilimutan? Saan kaya siya mag-uumpisa? Sa pagbura ng number ng kuya ko sa cellphone niya? O sa pagsunog ng lahat ng cards o regalo na nabigay sa kanya noon? Kahit naman kasi anong mangyari, hindi naman niya malilimutan, ever... 27 years and running din... Bakit pa kasi ganito? I guess, maybe, one thing she should do is let go... not forget.
Haha, daling sabihin. But nothing's impossible.
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