There's a certain chill in the Christmas air that somehow signals the coming of the season. The wind suddenly gets stronger, breezier, cooling with its every passing. But then, sometimes, it stops or does it? December comes, people run about, buying gifts, getting harassed by the traffic, exasperated with signs that say "FULL PARKING", "NO RETURN NO EXCHANGE" and salesladies that say "OUT OF STOCK"...Christmas. Indeed, it is within our reach. Five days from now, millions of people around the world will be opening gifts from under the tree, a few other million would be happy celebrating with their loved ones, and a lot of millions would still be waiting for their hope on Christmas day...would miracles happen for them? We do not know.

I'll be away from my family this Christmas...well, partly away...and it's the first time too... to not spend Christmas with the whole family... even the immediate one. i should feel lucky to have the chance to go to korea (yes, the land of the telenovela and NO im not going there for them) but having to spend it away from my siblings and friends make it really weird. It's like something's missing. Maybe I'm just not used to it...or maybe it's plain wrong. Whatever, maybe I'm overthinking again...

Christmas...wish it works its miracles on me this year.

Merry Christmas all. Oh and dont think I'm sad...it's just that I'll miss ya all this year, not being here...(imagine, it's so uncivilized there, i might not even have decent roaming!!! argh) so there, maybe ill be more cheerful tomorrow...para maiba naman yung mood. hahhaha