It's often a wonder how simple messages that MIGHT come your way can change your life. I set the rules, all I have to do now is wait.

I really must be going crazy. My closest friends would testify to that. It's really no big deal whatsoever, it's just that I think I spent so much time cooped up in this little corner of mine that crazy ideas get into my head. I swear, something's wrong with me. Terribly.

Here's the thing, I've been cooped up in my corner, I want to get out of it, yet,it's where I want to go back also. Crap. I need a change of scenery. I need a life. I've been trying to live one, believe me... But all is in vain. I think. Maybe.

I have totally no idea about coherence in what I am trying to accomplish (ha, just days before this, I had all my dreams before me... ready to be fulfilled) I have Chemistry subjects which I don't want to fail: 1) because I like the teacher 2) because it's actually pretty easy if you practised enough (which of course I don't do. Why? I've no idea) 3) I want a nice QPI. I have a testing subject and I'm beginning to be OC but then, my physical system is not really up to working. (sheesh, talk about coordination!) I have a social psych class which I'm not really excited to attend everytime but then, I have to because it's one of the classes that I'm actually "passing" I have a philo class which is interesting when we talk of "totalizing" the other but then, it gets boring when you have to rewrite notes...

Gosh, what direction am I headed to anyway?

I'm really hyper about something right now, but then, as I've said, the rules are set, and the answer will just come and shall be accepted as it is. (Oh Lord, hear my plea, shucks, but Thy will be done)

What is wrong with me !??!?!??!!!

Argh.