been a boring day...
woke up, tried fixing my clothes in the cabinet
set aside clothes for my taiwan trip
came down to the office at 3...
just in time to feel sad and lonely and crappy
whatever you may want to call it.
gawd, let me out of here.
now taiwan doesn't look exciting anymore...
there's a play to prepare for.
(which i worry about but right now i just want to push it out of my mind)
there's a song to sing
(wa-ter-me-lon time)
there's this tug-of-war between happy and sad about the date of my return.
(you go figure, or ask cathy, she knows)
but then again, there's this thing about it,
that behind all those freakazoid non-leadership skill filled rehearsals and practices and orientations
i will get to see a new land...
something experimental...
i just wish i get this heavy feeling out of me...
nothing's falling apart, mind you
it's weird. i think everything's fine...
i'm simply worried..
the trip, the rehearsals, my uncle, finding work, earning money, buying that freakin nice cam from the states...too many things...
on the other hand i should be happy...
i got the complete calvin and hobbes collection from my cuzin (uh-uh, no touch for you)
and i got new shoes...
now, tell me, why in the world am i moping?
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