I'm not sure if anyone still attempts to visit this blog since my posting schedule has always been very erratic. I skip from one blog to another. sometimes in my LJ sometimes in my multiply but today is a writing day... and I can't help but share to whoever you are who will stumble upon this one day...
Today, i woke up with a very heavy heart. My mind was full of playbacks of the 12 hour chinese movie marathon I had yesterday with my mom. It was crazy. It was as if I was wishing to be transported to the world of that movie... so that proves it, too much TV is bad for your health.
Anyway, that's beside my point. So there I was, doing my morning routine (which includes, reading the paper, lounging around, walking, louging around, brushing my teeth, washing my face, lounging around, semi conversations with God while doing all that...) my mind was wandering or rather swimming in crazy thoughts... I was tired (but I slept for like 9 hours) and I just felt like I wanted to drop dead wherever i was (my bed, where I was lounging. heheh)
It seemed like a super bad day... the only comforting part of it were the clouds... it meant rain and it meant that somewhere out there, there's a God waiting to comfort me with the sound of rain or at least the cool breeze that comes with it...So yun.. but everytime nangyayare mga ganon... may surprise si God sakin..
an email here, a call there... a sudden discovery that i wrote a lot of poems in 1998++ or my high school years.. i had fun realizing that I was a sappy high school kid once and Im now a college grad who's sometimes too pressured to look for "that perfect job" that I can't see the bright things in life...
I just hope that God opens the way.. he has told the person who touched his cloak that with her faith, she is healed.. hopefully, it's like that too for me..with my faith, i will be healed and guided towards success.. :)
No comments:
Post a Comment