Friday, February 01, 2008

Wait and See

Two days ago, I started remembering the 'happy' things that happened during my day to find things to be thankful about.

In its small way, this exercise has actually helped brighten my day and remember to at least be a little grateful to nature that I am alive.

January 30, 2008
  • a satisfying 2007 Performance Rating (yey!)
  • a client briefing that lasted for more than 30 minutes, in Chinese, which I thoroughly enjoyed
  • free DQ from my boss
January 31, 2008

  • new clothes from HDY (cutie, on sale even!)
  • turon from Chris!
February 1, 2008
  • announcement ni Kuya Vic (wheee your IA sisters are all very happy for you and..)
  • the work week is over
At least there is something to look back to. Something to smile about. Contrary to what people may think, I am actually easily pacified, if only they knew how.

But still we can't stop the feeling of sadness that come our way. I walk toward the other side of the Lenovo Team corner on the 16th floor of Cyberone. It's empty. The payroll team is off somewhere and Jase, Dustin and Cat have already moved to 1800 to start their integration into the DE model.

I can't help but feel an impending feeling of doom. We are next. I don't really know what kind of personal change that the institutional change will bring. As their advertising would prod, we could only work and hope for the best.

Why, even the support systems haven't been fully convinced yet of how it should be done...

It really gives you that weird sense of confusion and at the same time excitement? no, that's not the word...but more of dread.

And all we can say is...

We will all wait, and see.

2 comments:

A said...

I've been on and off listing down the blessings I've received... And one of those was having friends like you. :)

sweetpsychoholic said...

Awww thanks del, appreciate it too. I'm trying to make myself a little happier everyday. hahaha