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sometimes you just want to send an message by mistake, just to see how the person would react. if the person would even react at all!

you think up crazy little antics just so you can figure out if there's a little concern for you in those blue veins running along his body. even a teensy weensy bit.

you flash a smile here and there, and maybe there would be a twinge of envy that would make the person think, "hey, those are reserved for me..."

you talk of other people just to catch a glimmer of selfishness in his eyes that says "hey!!!"
indignantly...

you do a lot of little things...little things to catch just a speck of attention.

but in the end, nothing.

stilness.

silence.