Yet again, it's another day. Thursday to be exact. The server's pretty slow so all my emails are not coming in. Not that I mind of course. I need a mental break. It's one of those LMA (Leave Me Alone) days again. And it seems that I just need all the quiet I can get, all the alone-ness, if there ever is such a thing.
I wrote the other day on Multiply on how I wasn't being able sleep well at all. Last night was not an exception at all. I still woke up sometime around 4 or 430, went back to sleep but everything was so restless afterwards. I woke up tired and heavy headed, like i got a hangover when you have no reason to have one.
The past few days were reserved for going through memory lane. I was looking for a particular document in my CD archive (written sometime in 3rd year high school), but instead I found a bunch of old documents, pictures and songs that brought back both happy and bitter memories of my past. Ghosts, so to speak.
I enjoyed sending back some essays that my friends wrote. (I have no idea why their documents are with me...) and it was fun to see their reactions to stuff that was considered good writing before. Nats specifically went OMG! on her Bye Erap article. haha I had a blast reading about the college entrace portfolio entry she wrote though. =) And Jim is suddenly stressed because of a song he wrote. How we grow, how things change.
I had my share of memories. I found old articles that I've written and remembered what inspired me to write them. I found out I was a cheesy person (god, no!) writing poems, essays and what-not about love and heartbreak. tsk! What's that? So, I share the same reaction with Nats, OMG. + **FAINT**
Right now, my Windows Media Player is blaring old boyband era songs.. Backstreet Boys, Boyz II Men, Five, Moffatts, Hanson... Amazingly, they sound more soothing than the music I currently have. They feel familiar and they sound like I'm home. Talk about the changes in the generation! I'm sending some songs over to Shoba now. Reminiscing, reminiscing, reminiscing...
Well, tomorrow's going to be Friday, and I am pretty excited for the weekend. Not that I have anything special to do, but I think I need to sleep in. I don't know what duty I have to play this Saturday. I was supposed to panel for the AIESEC RBI this Saturday afternoon, but I have to rethink it and see if my mom needs me anywhere. Yep, you're looking at me, dutiful daughter, contrary to what people may say... Shucks, I miss tormenting people in RBI... :p
Seem to be living in the past, huh. I don't know. No matter how auti it seems, it feels good. I mean if you bring me to another state now (meaning noisy, stressful, too much conversation), I'd explode. So give me a good book to curl up with, leave me alone for a while (unless you're going to be quiet and just give me a hug- then that's welcome), and let me be...
Sigh. Silence. Bliss.
P.S: Ateneo - La Salle game later... Go Ateneo! :D
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