I think I've written about this before. But really, today, as I sit on my seat typing words away, I realize that waiting isn't one of my greatest strengths. Sure, I can wait. But you have to be such a strong strong force to be able to let me sit still.
I check my email every hour. It's a day past the deadline, I wish for at least a response. Positive or Negative...right now, it really doesn't matter. It was just like last Christmas, I just have to KNOW, so that I will have a plan maybe?
Who doesn't want to hope for the positive?
Plans, not really on top of that game though and I do take refuge in what Dennis the Menace has said, "If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans."
And I did, and maybe now, at least, God is laughing a bit, at me...at my foolishness, at my childishness, at my impatience...
I wish to wait, and I am praying for the ability to wait, and to learn the virtue of patience.
I've improved and gone a long way since the last few years in terms of waiting, and today, I realize, I need more work.
So, I continue...
to wait.
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