nothing much, just what's happenin

I woke up this morning. Damn. Didn't really want to go to class. But I did. I was late for theo - again. My priest of a teacher told me I'd be late for my own funeral, he's so nice, isn't he? But well, I will try to go in early from now on. I just cant find the proper motivation to be in by 9 AM. It's like the middle hour between early and late and I don't understand why I cant wake up for it.

My requirements for school are piling up - papers here and there, long tests throughout the rest of this month and readings galore.I just finished printing my bible reading guide (with my faulty printer that does not print lines and word documents) for the next six months, i hope ill be able to cope with it. Anyways, as I was saying, my school work is piling up, and well, so is org work. This year, I plan to immerse myself in work and books...sounds quite familiar! Why, I'm turning into a regular nerd again! (ganyan tlaga ang buhay kapag...)

Wheee, I joined AJMA this year. I hope I would be able to contribute to it. Wow, I'm working for Pua now! Hahaha but honestly, I think it's a nice org and it has its great potentials. I retained AIESEC (of course) and Kythe. Oh, and I'm part of DOE now... Wow, now the psychos caring about the environment... I don't believe it either. haha

Now, why am I blogging?

Basically, hindi dahil wala akong magawa kasi MARAMI dapat gawin. I even have my planner out and a little post it note on what I should be doing tonight but well, Im NOT in the mood. Ill be in school early tomorrow anyway.

So, bakit nga ko nagbloblog?

1) trip ko

2) naiinis ako, ata. Saan? ewan ko

3) I just wanna talk and no one has to have his or her ear burnt when I blog dba? So, its safer here.

Nasan na ba ko?

Nasa Cubao. Corny. Anyway, Im facing a full week. I still cant figure out how to put in a picture properly. I still want my digicam. I have tons of work to do. I think im sad because no one cares for me, boo hoo. I think Im happy coz my high school teachers a while ago said i got slimmer. Yey!!! And well, I think I wanna laugh because John Chen got a SDR case a while ago because he told his teacher he wanted to hang her on a tree. I got quite a laugh. I had lomi for merienda and our driver eddie, got an earful from my brother. there's a giant cockroack roaming around the office now and I just want to screammmmm. I went to a quack doctor with my bro and my mom and he's kinda cute (they say a lot of his customers stay coz he's cute) but he's a quack. his clinic smells like a chinese medicine cabinet. so major turn off tapos natatawa lang ako. Yon.

I havent continued learning how to play the guitar yet. I cant even bear to look at it. But I promise one day, I will learn and I will fulfill my promise. I dont know what to write for my reflection paper for theo. I dont feel like sharing. I cant say im over my pain coz im not, but I just dont want to go back anymore. its driving me insane. I wish my prayers are heard. i know they are. Im going insane. Hahah I should have control. Its one of the first things I learned in life - control yourself and take control of others. Its wrong, its partly right. I still dont have speakers for the LCOS on Saturday. Argh.

This is just too much